i sit alone by my window, longing for a joy that i'll never find
mom and dad, i love you so, but i'm worthless in your mind
they just don't give a damn, they don't care where i am
i might as well do drugs and drink
i say that i don't care, i just cut myself and blankly stare
and i pray to god, please take me away

and just let me die, cuz the tears, they fall like rain
my life's a sin, cuz there's just been only pain
let me go, just let my time run out on me
oh, and if i died tomorrow, no one would grieve, no one loves me

this morning i woke up alone, my mom and dad were not at home
they didn't tell me, but i bet they went out to enjoy the day
my heartache, it began anew, i cried again, and i knew just what i would do
i sat back down and cut my wrist, and just wallowed in my hell

saying, let me die, cuz these tears, they fall like rain
my life's a sin, cuz there's just been only pain
let me go, just let my time run out on me
oh, and if i died tomorrow, no one would grieve, no one loves me

*crying* no! no! no! no!

let me die, cuz these tears, they fall like rain
my life's a sin, cuz there's just been only pain
let me go, just let my time run out on me
oh, and if i died tomorrow, no one would grieve....ohhhhhh

last night, i thought i'd leave, i cut so much i could not believe
all the blood that was there on the bathroom floor
i could hear them having a good time, my back to the sink, i softly cried
thinking, "oh, mama! i hate you! was this the life you planned?"

god, let me die, cuz these tears, they fall like rain
my life's a sin, cuz there's just been only pain
let me go, just let my time run out on me
oh, and if i died tomorrow, no one would grieve

let me die, oh, cuz these tears, they fall like rain
my life's a sin, cuz there's just been only pain
let me go, just let my time run out on me
oh, and if i died tomorrow, no one would grieve, no one loves me