Last time I said that I was quitting,
I promised you I'd let it be
When I'm drinking, I start hitting
It's just so wrong abusing you
But I get drunk, and then I do

I should have learned so long ago
How devil demons ebb and flow

I got high again - don't know why again
So much battering before - now I've hurt you more
Damn this alcohol ! - I got high again
Afterwards I hurt and cry - I want to die again

I've built all my dreams about you
While I'm sober love is shown
I could not exist without you
I'd have no reason to go on
Why can't I grip the morning dawn..

To stop is not an easy task
Unleashed are evils from my flask

Now I'm high again - the bad guy again
Where's the will I'm trying for - I must try once more
Tell that alcohol - it's goodbye again
Turn my rage into a sigh - and not get high again

Turn my rage into a sigh - and not get high again