It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I'm trying to find a light
In the darkness of night
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings by
taking my soul away bit by bit
The clock count downs my life
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch my sanity go out of my soul
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
I didnt know that i'll never be whole
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
I die so keep me alive inside of you

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then so now you can leave
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know im dying inside so now its my end