"A-Hole.12"

Something always stops all these words and the hate attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happenin'
It's like everything I'd try would hurt me when
I think of how I swore at God way back then
'Cause all the infinite words I couldn't say I
Put all the love you tried to give me on display
But didn't realize instead of pushing it away I
Took all that love now here's what I have to say

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've destroyed a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(You're such a damn A**hole)
(You can shove it right up there)
('Cause I can't regain)
(Myself from what I've lost)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I guess that was the cost)

Hearing my name the memories flood me again
I remember when I thought I had found fame
I always thought everyone else was lame
'Cause I didn't think they were playin' my game
And I knew as they walked away
I was dissin' them tons, everyday
Now that was what I thought in my head
But what people really knew was all the things I'd said

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

[Chorus]
(And now)
(You've destroyed a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(You're such a damn A**hole)
(You can shove it right up there)
('Cause I can't regain)
(Myself from what I've lost)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I guess that was the cost)

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

(Get the hell out of here)
Go away or I'll fire my
(Flare)
Everything comes right now to
(This)
Get outta here or you're gonna get
(Dissed)
You know that I'm going
(Crazy)
Well, I really dunno
(Maybe)
Everything comes right now to
(This)
I've kept it in but now your gonna get
(Dissed)
Just go now

(And now)
(You've destroyed a part of me)
(You'll always be my fear)
(You're such a damn A**hole)
(You can shove it right up there)
('Cause I can't regain)
(Myself from what I've lost)
(Giving up a part of me)
(I guess that was the cost)

I've let myself become lost
I've let myself become destroyed with this loss
Giving up a part of me, I guess that was the cost