So is this the song you were talking about?

Yes it is. If you wanna talk here just hit me back.

Ok. Well, first let me say that I don't know the original. And I'm hoping that you are making fun of the potheads, like RAD and MAD's song, Mariwanna, more than encouraging people to do drugs. Besides that, I don't really have anything to say. Oh yeah, congratulations on your first parody with the name Frankie. :-)

Hey Frankie. The reason I haven't posted in a little while is that my little brother spent hours playing computer games, and my mom spent about an hour and a half with her e-mail and crosswords. Good luck with the septic tank. :-)

Hey Buddy We got the septic tank done and 2 guys were here for 5 hours, which is a total of 10 hours and it only cost $150. Good deal, huh? Yeah when my mom gets on the computer she spends over an hour typing one e mail because she types so slow. lol. I always make fun of her for it. My friend (who is a guy) is coming over tomorrow, I haven't seen him in a while because he kinda um had to um go away for a little while... and I'm sooo excited that he's coming over here! I've been talking to him on the phone non stop since he got back! Well there's not much going on here. I expect my firend and i will have to baby sit the neighbors kids tomorrow. I've just been vegging on the couch watching tv and reading books and talking on the phone. I'm lazy today. I'm jittery cuz I've been drinking coffee since 12:3o and it's like almost 4 now. So how's your day been going? My cat Mookie is being insecure and following me around everywhere because my neighbors huge dog was out. He's so big that if he touches me with even one paw I loose my balance. And I think his head is a mile wide. He jumped on me today when i was going out back and he knocked me over (All 120 ponds of me- thats how big he is) and started licking me. He's kinda scary. Other than that, not much going on. For some reason I've had butterflies in my stomach every time my friend calls (The one whos coming over tomorrow) and I'm not really sure why, maybe it's just the 3 pots of coffee talking, but i've been like that since he called me and woke me up. Hope you're having a good day so far. ;)

P.S. I'm not sure if I told you about my friend Chuck who is obsessed with me (The one who said he killed his gang leader) but it annoys me so much and it also makes me sad because I know he's a sweet guy but I'm just not into him that way, but it also makes me kinda angry because he doesn't get the point that he doesn't want someone like me, because I'm not exactly the roll model of a good citizen, and I think he deserves much better. So I wrote this poem for him. I always write when i get upset or angry, it's kind of my outlet. I have dozens of notebooks I've been writing in for the last 5 years, so I've gotten rather good at it, but I wanted you to read the poem and tell me what you think of it. Here it is: Up On The Shelf By Frankie Strange what the mind can do to you In only the shortest time Strange what things you can think That range from very wrong to just fine And somewhere along that range My mind seemed to shut down But don't you dare come near me I'd rather stay here and drown Because you don't understand Even though you say you do You could never understand I am so different from you And time ticks by and goes so slow That you almost go insane And you can't stop those images From running through your brain No matter, you can't change the past It's better left alone Do not come to my house anymore Stop calling me on the phone You see, you seem to worship me And I really can't say I understand You don't know much about me And no, you cannot have my hand I think you should leave me alone now I just want to be by myself Do what I have done so many times- Put your emotions up on the shelf.

Wow, that's a great poem! I've written poems from time to time, but never deep ones. One was about a very vain boy who stared at his reflection in the water, when a hand reached out and pulled him under, and another one was about the silliness of reincarnation. My day has been a little boring. I haven't been able to write much, because my little brother has been hogging the computer, and as soon as he gets off, my mom gets on. I've just created my own message board, though. It is to talk about Archie comics. So far, no one has come yet. I like the power of being an Administrator. If I wanted to, I could change a lengthy summary of events into "I like cheese", just to make someone look stupid. I can modify anything and delete anything I want to. Luckily, I'm not an evil Admin. I will use my powers for good. lol

Thanks. I write a lot of poems. The one you wrote about the boy seems interesting.Right now I'm in a horrible mood, I failed 10th grade AGAIN and I'm starting to see why my parents told me to pass instead of fucking around. Because now I won't graduat til I'm 30. This is so stupid. If I listened I wouldn't be in this position. Hey if I had those "Powers" you were talking about I would use them for evil. Lol

Wait, what do you mean you failed tenth grade again? If you are 15, turning 16 in October, aren't you at the age to be starting tenth grade? Did you start school early or something? This probably won't make you feel any better, but don't have a grudge on any of the teachers that failed you. If you've had really bad grades, but you still passed, imagine what it would be like in college, trying to major in something that you don't know anything about. So it's a good thing your teachers aren't giving up on you. Hey, what do you study in tenth grade? I'm homeschooled, and I think my mom has ordered all the textbooks for the new schoolyear, and I still have all the same courses, except now instead of "Math", I have Algebra. Oh yeah, my mom, instead of getting brand new textbooks, sometimes get used ones with doodles and notes all over them. There was a message written in the back of my seventh grade grammar book. Here it is:

Hey Girl whats ^ (incomprehensible scribble) so what date is the movie? Oh my gosh I forgot to tell Jim a/b it I just saw him! Oops! Well G/G! Caroline

Some girl named Rebecca Riggin used it first, and her name is scribbled ALL OVER it. lol By the way, if you want to create your own message board, go to xsorbit.com and sign up for the free message board. You need to give your e-mail address and they'll mail you your password. It will be a bunch of random letters, and you can change it once you login to your message board.

UGGGH!!! I AM SO PISSED DUDE! Yes I started school early and I don't really give a shit enough about the teachers to hold a grudge. I think they're all assholes and I would have thought that even if they had passed me. I know it's my fault and only my fault that I failed, and it's not cuz I'm dumb or anything. It's because I was never in any of my classes. I'd always leave school. At least 3 times a week. And when I didn't leave I would cut what classes I didn't feel like being in. So THATS why I failed. Well it's nice that you're home schooled... I've been trying to talk my mom into letting me be home schooled but I guess she doesn't want to do all that work. I wanted to be home schooled because if I go back to that school I'll get suspended again and again and again just like last year because I can't stand that school or the people or the teachers in it and it's not because I'm insuboordinant. It's because they don't know what the hell they're doing! Even my mother said so, and I was in 8th grade when she said that! I also BEGGED her to let me drop out and get my G.E.D. but she won't. I asked her why and she said because you have to know 9 19 11 and 12 grade stuff thats on that test to recieve your G.E.D. And I said yes but there are courses you can take after you drop out that ate easier than regular school. She said there wasn't and I told her yeah there are because my friend Richie took them and got his G.E.D. when he was in prison. lol. But I really am going to work on her until she lets me do that because I CAN'T GO BACK TO THAT DAMN SCHOOL!!!! Oh and BTW to answer your question in 10th grade we study English, gym, Global, Algebra, Your choice of Spanish or French, and Biology. In english we read the play MacBeth and a couple other stupid books THAT WE WILL NEVER NEED WHEN WE GET A JOB! (Sorry. Temper there.) But I don't recall all of MacBeth and I think that's because I wasn't there half the time cuz I left and also I think my getting kicked out of school half way through the year had something to do with it. Thats funny about the text books, I wrote on ALL of mine when they kicked me out, and I don't think they'll be forgetting what I wrote anytime soon. HAha!

I got ^ at 8 because my stupid school counselor called and told me to go to summer school. I told her she can stick her summer school where the sun don't shine cuz I'm tired of everybody's shit. Then I got in a fight with my mom because I told her I'm not going back to school and she finally agreed to let me get my GED but the only problem is it's a law that you have to be 16 to get into a GED study course so I'm just going to go to a Catholic school for this year (I'll be 16 in October anyway) and I'll finish this year and at the end of this year I'll go to take a study course for a GED and I'll study for a year and should have my GED by the time I'm 17 but it's better then graduating when I'm 19 because I failed 100 times. Then I'll go to FLCC and apply my GED credits twords getting a 2 year associated degree and I should be able to get the hell out of this state and get a decent job. So thats that. And I'm glad cuz as soon as I'm done with all this stupid shit I'm out.

*I didn't mean associated degree I meant associates degree*

My younger brother here is wailing off. "REPORT INAPPROPRIATE COMMENT!!!!!!" I know what you mean. Sometimes I'm wondering why I'm reading all this stuff that isn't going to help me in real life. By the way, what is a GED? Homeschooling has somme advantages, like being able to break or eat lunch anytime you want, but my mom keeps inviting her friends over, and I have to wait for them to leave, which is usually about an hour, so I can ask her a question. My history books have always been Christian biased. For instance, we have Ancient History Adam To Messiah, The Bible Comes Alive, and Greco-Roman World The New Testament Era. My science book last year was "Exploring Creation With General Science" and my science book this year, written by the same professor is "Exploring Creation Through Physical Science". They tell you about the awesome complexity of the body, and how science is supporting Creation over evolution. I don't know what I'd do if I had to go to a classroom where teachers were telling me that Curious George is my third cousin once removed. Oh yeah, I also don't know when I'd ever need to use trigonomytry (however it is spelled) in life. Actually, come to think of it, my dad is a chemical engineer, and he needs to use big math all the time. That's something I don't think I'll do though. I hate math. When I want to get a job, I want to get something interesting like being a parody artist or a humorist or an actor. As for foreign languages, I took some Spanish in fifth grade and Latin in sixth grade. I forgot it all. I do remember knowing several Latin phrases in sixth grade that I would probably never need to use, such as, "Take the garments of the sick elephant." Besides that, Latin is a dead language, so I never had any idea why I needed to be learning it. You'll have to tell me what being in a Catholic school is like. All I know of are the stereotypes I see on TV where nuns go around sneaking up on the children. Are all of your teachers really that bad? Is there even one that's ok? I remember having a music teacher that kept on reporting me for talking when I didn't, and made everyone do idiotic hand signals. I also had a principal that was supposed to give this one guy an award, but decided not to since he had missed a Bible class that happened to be run by a very obnoxious minister. Both the minister and the principal were evil. The preacher kicked out people for not tithing. He even had his deacons drag this one guy out by his arms. The church and the school were connected, by the way. I think I heard that he kicked some people out for not agreeing with him. The principal smiled 24/7, even when she was angry. She would say the nastiest things while smiling at you. I once drew a caricature of her with an enormously gigantic smile covering her face and a thought bubble with a head and skullbones in it. And no one could forget the battle of the pen. Everyone was in the sanctuary when a student was holding a pen. "Put down that pen, so-and-so!" (I can't remember the student's name) "Did you hear me?" (smiling) "Put DOWN that pen..." (smiling) "I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO PUT DOWN THAT PEN!" (smiling in a creepy way) I don't think the student she was talking to knew she was being spoken to. She was just holding a pen. Oh well. One thing I did like about that principal was that we had several "Patriot Day"s, and we could spray paint our hair red white and blue. Mine ended up just red. Well, good luck with school.

Well that sounds pretty wild. A GED by the way is the equivalent of a high school diploma only you don't have to graduate high school to get it. You take a course and they teach you all the things you would need to know if you took 4 years of high school summed up and it only takes about 6 months. But no one can get a good job with just a high school diploma or a GED (Which is the same thing) so thats why I'm going for my associated degree. 2 years of college should get me a pretty good job. So I'm happy about that. Your text books sound pretty interesting. Especially the science one. When I was in science I used to sit in the back of the class and be pissed because they were teaching about evolution and Darwins theory. And i DIDN'T believe in that. Well hope you're having a good day. Mine is so far since i got what i want. lol.

Oh, thanks for informing me. BTW, I hate to sound negative, but I don't think two years in college will get a very good job. You would need to get your bachelor's degree. Unless there is a way to get a bachelor's degree in two years, the same way you can get a high school diploma in six months. But what I'm saying is that most jobs require a bachelor's degree, which I only know of getting in four years. Yeah, I'd really get mad too if teachers were trying to shove that junk in my face. I don't regard evolution as scientific at all, but a poor excuse in trying to disillusion oneself so they won't have to be subject to God. The universe can't just create itself, because it wasn't there to create itself in the first place. So the only thing that would make sense would be for a supernatural all powerful being that can exist throughout eternity created the universe. I once made a joke about evolution, where two parents were looking at an UltraSound monitor, and pointing at their baby. "Oh, look Howard, the baby has two brains! Remember in the old days when everyone only had one?" lol

Right you are! And you are right again about that 2 year thing, but I'm pretty sure that you can do things that pay well with a 2 year degree. Of course not as many things as a bachelors degree, but you know what I mean right? It's better than being stuck washing dishes and being on welfare for the rest of my life. So I'll inform you when I start to take the study courses for my GED, which will probably be next year sometime, and I'll probably ask you to pray for me. I'm going to try harder than I've ever tried before, no more screwing around. Because my mom is actually going to pay money for this and 1 she'll kill me if she pays for nothing and 2 I'll be mad at myslef if I blow it because I don't want to go back to my high school. That corrupts people. Seriously, it's so bad that I think the reason I turned into a bad ass was because I was around it so much I was getting influenced. My firend Floyd called me and he's coming here around 3, and we're going to have to walk to my friend Joey's house because he got mad and started hitting his car with a sledge hammer so he wants me to take a look at it. (I'm a tom boy... so I know about cars... lol.)

I've never heard of a degree you can get in 2 years. I always thought the first degree you get in college is your bachelor's degree. There are some things I wonder about college. For instance, if I want to be a humor writer, what will I major in? Do they teach you how to be funny? lol Oh, I can see it now. Humor 101. "Here's a classic joke. Take my wife...please. Notice how it seems that the person is using his wife as an example, but adding please gives it a whole new meaning, as in he is asking for someone to take his wife away. Remember this, students." Tell your friend Joey that he's weird. Sledgehammers and cars just don't mix. ;-)

*Giggles* I can see your point there. It's a good thing to ponder on although I've never really thought about it before, but maybe you could take acting classes for it. Hmmm... Yeah, Joey is DEFINATLEY wierd. I have no clue why but when he gets upste he breaks things. Well, we all have our different ways of dealing with things. lol. My ex broke a very expensive flat screen TV once because we got in a fight and he decided to punch it. Although I can't say I really object cuz I'd rather he break a TV than my nose.

Yep. Hey, I don't know if you are a democrat or a republican, but I found this site called "Museum Of Left Wing Lunacy" and I find it intriguing. It has many quotes by people like Michael Moore that they may have not thought out before they said it. I'm hoping you're conservative, because I definitely wouldn't want to offend a liberal with this. I'm on the message board, and my username is rightwinger. I know I'm just bringing this up out of the blue, but I ran out of things to talk about with school. "That would depend what the definition of 'is' is." - Bill Clinton themuseumofleftwinglunacy.com

Oh dude that is SOO awesome! I'm going back to it right now...

You can also subscribe to the Lunacy Letter and sign up for the message board. BTW, were you one of the guests I saw earlier?

IDK... Uh yeah. So whats been up? Well let me know whats good.

Well, I just spent a long amount of time obsessing over my hair. I know that's not normal for a guy, but my parents said if I didn't stop combing my hair straight down in front of my eyes, I would have to get a haircut, which I didn't like at all. So I tried parting it several ways, but it just looked nerdy, until finally I came up with combing it down as usual, but brushing it to the side when it came to my eyebrows. So I'm glad I don't have to get a haircut. :-)

Oh yeah, and I made a new message board. It is to talk about politics. Here's the link. http://www.xsorbit3.com/users/generalpolitics/index.cgi

I just got back from my boyfriend's house. It's pretty late. It's probably around eleven. Sorry I wasn't here to write back to you. But I had soo much fun today and on Saturday, we're going somewhere, although I don't recall where. I am glad you found something to do with your hair that didn't involve a haircut, since you didn't want one. Oh man I feel like I'm bling-blinging, (LOL) I have this HUGE rock on my finger in a solid gold setting and I think the diamond is at LEAST 1 carat. I'm so happy though. And I just want to sing and jump and dance. And... well, you get the picture. As for the message board you're starting, I'm not sure if I'll go to see it, I might, but I don't really talk politics. In fact the first time I ever really did is right now. But I'm definatley going to go back to that website, though because it's really cool. And interesting. Well you're probably in bed right now. Maybe you're sleeping or just staring at your wall. But I am much too excited to sleep because I REALLY LOVE THIS GUY! 'Nite- sweet dreams. ~Sweet Lil Frankie~

Awesome diamond! I got finished spamming my message board URL's all over the Web. lol Hey, you really have to try out Archie comics and after I get enough members on my Archie board, we can be in an Archie RPG. Ever played one of those message board RPG's where you pretend to be a character from a show or movie? It can be fun.

Hi :) Good Morning... No I never played one of those, but tell me more about your Archie comics board... Do you have it up yet? If you do,where is it because I'd like to be a member;) Sp anyway, do you have any plans for today? I don't really. I'm probably just gonna sit around. I might go for a walk with Mookie or something. But right now I'm so tired I can't even type, I don't know why I got up so damn early. I wish I hadn't but now I can't exactly get back to bed. Well, write me.

Oh, I've had it up for a few days. It is really easy to get a free message board on that site. There is a free version, a version that costs money, and a version that costs more money. The ones with money have more features. I took the free one. I didn't create it actually. I activated it. Then I added a topic. You get the message board by signing up and giving them your e-mail. You don't have to wait for your confirmation, because it comes automatically. They'll give you your password, which will be a clump of random letters, and you can login and change your password. Ok, so far, I am still the only member of my message board. Depressing, huh? http://www.xsorbit3.com/users/archiecomicsboard/index.cgi That's the Archie board.

I don't have any plans for today except going to the library to return a due book. Actually, my brother is sitting next to me reading everything I type as usual, and he just told me that they returned my book while I was napping. I was napping because I literally did not get any sleep whatsoever last night. Anyways, that made me pretty upset, because I'm reading a suspense kind of series, and I'm hopping on my feet to see what happens next. Well, meet you on my message board! =)

Hey dude. I can't go onto that message board cuz they e mail the password to you and I don't have an e mail address, my parents took it off because I was talking to people they didn't want me to talk to. Sorry... Do you ever ask your brother why he stands over you and reads everything you write? Cuz I would ask if mine did that. I would be like dude what is your problem, are you really that bored? lol. Well I guess I gots to go. Nothing to really talk about. I'm a boring person. Sorry. What do you want to talk about?

Did you try to fake your e-mail? mynameispoo@msn.com? LOL! Bummer that you don't have an e-mail address. Though you could ask your mom if you could use her e-mail for the password. Anyways, I don't know why my brother reads everything I type. But it creeps me out. Nothing going on here. Say, have you ever read Monty? I just read it today, and am pretty upset. You can read it at this link. http://www.unitedmedia.com/comics/robotman/ The cartoonist is portraying Bush as some kind of Clinton figure in a scandal, then implies that Bush voters are uninformed. I didn't like it at all. Monty isn't even an editorial cartoon. If you were old enough, would you be voting for Bush or Kerry?

I would vote for Bush. I'm going to be upset if Bush doesn't get elected again, because since he started the war, he knows what he's doing, in terms of the next step, and things like that. And I trust him to do it right. I don't really know what Kerry would do, he would probably come in and mess it all up, and we'd all be screwed. I don't like the idea of another president coming into office in the middle of a war. I think that would be very stupid. So who would you vote for, and why? My cat Jack is sleeping near the front porch (outside) where we put the mulch down for the garden, and he's just sleeping in the mulch. I've never seen him do that before and I think it's very cute. I'm going to the link right now and I'll come back in a minute and tell you what I thought.

I would vote for Bush because he is against abortion, and will believe something, even if he is the only one who believes it. Kerry keeps shifting his position towards the majority of voters. I read a joke about Kerry. "Presidential candidates Senator John F. Kerry and Ralph Nader met today and each side of every political issue was discussed. Then Nader spoke." If he is always either for the war or against the war, what is he going to do if he gets elected? I mean, that's a scary thought. He takes both sides on almost everything, so it would be a surprise what he actually would do if he ended up president. Anyways, our cat Emily likes sleeping in gardens. She likes to sneak up on things in heavy brush pretending she's a jungle cat. Kit has been playing dead.

Yeah, you have a point there about the taking both sides thing. And what on earth gave Emily the idea that she was a jungle cat? lol. My cats have never played dead before, but I think I'd probably freak out if they did. Tomorrow, I'm going to my boyfriend's house... and I won't be back until late. I'll be leaving here at 11 because I want to get there by noon, (It's an hour drive) so I don't think we'll be speaking tomorrow :( Well I hope you have a good day, anyway, and you can still write me stuff. I'll just write back to you when I get home which will be around 10 or eleven pm. You'll just read what I wrote in the morning, I guess. We are having steak for dinner and I'm happy about that, because I LOVE steak! Well, I guess I'll go now oh and BTW that cartoon was stupid. lol. BUSH KICKS ASS!

I don't know about Emily, but she likes to think of herself that way. Kit plays dead all the time. Sometimes, after a while, I have to check if she actually is dead. She is a convincing actor. :-) Have a good time with your boyfriend! (By the way, my steak preference is cubed sirloin)

You're going to think I'm really stupid, but what does DKTOS mean? Seriously, i've tried to figure it out and I can't... maybe I'm just having a blonde moment. Now... I think you may have told me but I don't remember if you did so I have a question for you... are you one hour ahead of us (time wise) or are you one hour behind us? Did you go swimming today? I wanted to, but it rained here and it's been freezing all day. I don't know why because it's suppose to be summer. Say, how hot do the temperatures get up there in summer? Have you ever been to New York? In the summer here, the temperature usually stays between 80 and 90. It rarely goes up to 90. It usually stays 80 or 85. So, BTW, what kind of music do you listen to, whats your favorite band, and how do you like your steak cooked?

DKTOS means don't know the original song. I am one hour behind you. I haven't gone swimming in a few days. It hasn't been cold here at all. The hottest it usually gets is in the early 90's. I haven't ever been to NY. The farthest north I've been is Washington D.C. I remember walking in the White House. They have a room for every color. It is weird. The Green room, the Red room, the Purple room.... We never got to see the president, although our group thought we saw him on a helicopter. I sometimes listen to what they play on Radio Disney. Except I can't stand Hilary Duff. I don't know how I like my steak cooked. My dad always cooks it the same way. I think well-done. Have you ever had cubed sirloin? That is my FAV steak! My family calls it cowboy steak, although I'm not sure if that term is popular or not to describe it. It never has any fat or bones in it. You haven't lived if you haven't tried cubed sirloin.

Yeah I've had cubed sirloin. Although I think it's good, I'm not sure what my favorite is. Wow. I can't believe you went to D.C. and saw the White house. Was it fun or was it boring? It seems to me like it would be pretty fun, but I think parts of it might get boring. I just ate my steak, it was madd good. But anyway Oh now I remember- how old were you when you went to the white house? I find it surprising that you don't have your swim stuff on like you usually do. lol.

Yeah, I took a shower yesterday, and put some actual clothes on. I was 11 when I went to the White House. Some parts of it were boring. I couldn't stand the cold weather. I really liked running up the stairs of the Lincoln Memorial. We learned that in Abraham Lincoln's presidency, there was a grammatical error that past several inspectors in a long inscription on one of the walls. We were all supposed to find the error. It was hard to notice, but I found it. Instead of "future" it said "euture". That is the one hundred fifty year old inscription on the wall! I couldn't believe there was a mistake in it. lol Seeing the inside of the White House was pretty cool. We saw photos of Dubya and his dog on the wall. The President has some high definition photos! All the photographs looked so vivid! And they were in huge frames. And there were portraits of all the former presidents hanging in various places, except Clinton's, though it is now. We had to go through heavy security to get inside of the White House though. It seemed George W. Bush had a reservation list of the people that could come in, because a guard asked people their names and checked a bulletin in his hand, and I think for a while they had trouble finding my name. We got to see a big statue of Albert Einstein (not in the White House) and we all climbed on it. I think I was sitting on his right shoulder. :-)

Wow. That sounds pretty cool. I just got off the phone with my boyfriend and his cousin Jay, who is 12, BTW, was messing around with the phone and being a poo. I love that kid, though. He is really funny. I told him I was going to be related to him and stuck my tounge out at him and he said "YES!" lol. But he's got some total problems... like he has so much porn in his room, and he's ALWAYS talking about sex, and how he needs a girl. And he swears a LOT. I was like dude, your 12. But, I don't really care. If you're 12 and you wanna say 'fuck' every 2 minutes, be my guest. Doesn't bother me any. But what kinda freaked me out about him, was he said to my boyfriend that on Saturday if we have sex he wants him to let him watch. I was like AHHH! NO WAY DUDE CREEPY!!! And he was asking my boyfriend to leave the curtains up in a little spot so he could see in, and he wanted him to leave the stereo off and have the window open... I was like Wow. Thats.... pretty.... nasty! That kid has some problems. He's a good kid, though. (For the most part.) And my boyfriend was so pissed that he even asked that. He was yelling at him tellin him "Hell no you can't watch" and blah blah. I was freaking out dude. THATS SO WRONG! So thats my highlight for the night. I hope your brother isn't reading this.

Luckily, he is watching TV right now. That kid has some serious problems. Hasn't he been busted with porn by now? That is just too weird. I remember in fifth grade, a friend of mine said he walked into his parents' room while they were doing it. But that is a really messed up kid. He makes my little brother seem only slightly weird. Well, I'm going to go eat some cowboy steak now. :-D

HA! Yeah I know he has some problems. Let me tell you what he just did: I was on the phone with my boyfriend and he said "Let me show you whats in the bathroom." And he goes "Jay I DON'T CARE what's in the bathroom." And he insisted on showing it to him. So he told me hang on and he was looking at it. Finally he says to me: "He tied a rope from the door knob to the cabinet and there's a sign that says: If you want to open this door, scream 'I like apple sauce' and back up three paces, then look up and you'll find the key." And he said "The dumbass put the key on top of a peice of duck tape." And then Jay says, "Let me show you how you do it." And my boyfriend says, "No I don't care how you do it Jay I'm tryna talk to my girl." And all of a sudden I hear in the back ground: "I LIKE APPLE SAUCE!" And then there's this banging noise and my boyfriend goes. "OH now grandma's gonna kill you. You broke the bathroom DOOR!" And I'm laughing si hard I almost peed my pants, and he was sooo pissed off. He's a cutie when he's pissed off. I just thought you might be interested in what kind of stupid stuff his cousin does because I find it very amusing. He was insisting that he talk to me on the phone earlier, and he said "Do you know any girls I can hook up with?" And I was like "No, dude I don't hang out with 12 year olds." But, he can br funny to hang out with sometimes. And no, he hasn't got busted with the porn, but I asked my boyfriend how he keeps it without getting caught and he said his parents let him. And to make matters worse, my boyfriend gave him those tapes! lol! Well. I guess that's all for the night. My boyfriend will be calling at 10am tomorrow to wake me up, and I'll be leaving here at 11am but I'll try to find time to write you before I leave. If I can't, write me while I'm gone and tell me how your day was. Talk to you soon;) 'Nite. ~Sweet Lil Frankie~

Whoa. Suddenly all of the text looks really small. Does it look like that for you too? Anyway, my little brother is reading what I'm typing again, and I asked him why. He stared at me and finally said, "I'm bode." I don't know why he had nothing better to do with his time than to read everything I type. He's a real loser. He's reading this, by the way. lol He's growling too. In fact, my little brother is a REALLY big loser. APPLE SAUCE!!! lol My day lately has been running to the bathroom. My stomach is upset. :( Right now, my little brother is saying that I'm a loser because I allegedly can't type. (Although better than him) Well, good night. :-D

Aww I hope you feel better... Today was really nice, except for my boyfriend's cousin Jay who kept trying to peek in the windows, and my boyfriend ended up chasing Jay down the hallway with a belt about 10 times. He'd keep coming back. So finally I started running down the hallway cuz he was snooping around at the door, and I chased him all the way outside and half a mile down the road. I finally caught him and punched him in the head and told him if he didn't leave I was gonna make him hurt more. Then my boyfriend comes running after me, trying to catch up, puffing a cigarette and totally out of breath, and he puts his hands on his knees and goes "What are you DOING?" I was like, "Telling him to go home." lol. So, that was my day but it was a lot more eventful after Jay left =p

I feel a lot better now. Jay is like the opposite of my little brother. While he likes to pervertedly watch other people's "action", my little brother thinks anything sex involved is nasty. He also thinks bikinis are gross. Whenever he sees a bikini clad woman, he goes, "Ewwww.... That's just not right." So that punching him in the head thing worked? Normally, if I try that with my little brother he'll cry and try to fight back. He never gives up either. He could be five times as small as me, but he would still be dumb enough to think he could beat me. Feisty fella.

Yep, punching him in the head worked... and he did cry. That's why my boyfriend asked me what I was doing. lol. But he never came back. He left. Which is good, because I like the kid and everything, but enough is enough, and he was really starting to annoy both of us.So I haven't really been doing much today, I woke up at noon today because my boyfriend called and woke me up, and 5 minutes after I was on the phone with him it started to die, and I wasn't here all yesterday, and I only used it for 5 minutes today, so they can't blame me for that one. I wish we still had a phone with a cord, I mean I would still want a cordless phone, but just so I could use the one with a cord if the cordless dies like it has so many times before and hasn't been my fault. So there's this Italian type snack thing, (lol) and it's called bruschetta. Have you ever had it? It's really good. Pretty much you put bread in a little dish and then you put on top of it vinegar and oil with tomatoes, basil, and onions. Then you just pop it in the oven and brown the bread a little bit. It's REALLY good. My mom made that for part of lunch tody and I couldn't stop eating it. Well, I guess thats all for now. Don't be a stranger. ~Frankie~

No, I haven't heard of it. Almost the only things I ever eat are chicken and pizza. lol I ate leftover pizza and a cheese stick for lunch, and I'm having fish for dinner. Well, I got one of my friends on my Archie message board. :-) Too bad you can't get on. I've been reading a book, "Don't sit under the grits tree with anyone but me", by Lewis Grizzard. The book is a collection of columns he has written. This is the third Lewis Grizzard book I have read. He is from Georgia, and he likes to make fun of people up north sometimes. lol You are from New York, right? Usually when I think of New York, I think of a noisy and busy state with a lot of rude people. Lewis Grizzard wrote about his visit to New York, and everyone was being so nice to him, he was really wondering what was going on. Like if it was "Be Nice To Tourists Day". :-) He said once that grits grow on trees. (In case you do not know, grits are smashed up pieces of corn) He said that instant grits was an abomination and a disgrace to Southern Culture. He's a funny guy. Anyways, I have been spending time on the "museum of left wing lunacy" message board.

Yeah there are some parts pf New york that are busy with a lot of rude people, some are just quiet and boring with a lot of rude people... lol. But you get that anywhere you go. That sounds like a good book to read... tell me what else he makes fun of?

I'm making dinner right now... ham and peas, carrots and broccoli. I haven't really ever liked vegetables, but my mom's a vegetarian so I have to make a lot of vegetables when I cook meat, that way she'll have something she can have, too. So thats really all I'm doing, I'm assuming your on one of those websites you were talking about, or reading. I better get back to my ham...

In many of Grizzard's columns, instead of humor, he pays tributes to people who recently died. In one, he said that America should forgive the bra-padders. lol Don't ask. In one of his columns, he made the question, "When one loses weight, where does all the weight go?" He said the los weight would form a mini-me of that person. He mentioned how Oprah lost 67 pounds, and that there may be a 67 pound Oprah running around trying to get interviews with movie stars. Well, I got to go. The fish is ready. :-)

That sounds really cool. Reminds me of when Josh got out of jail and my boyfriend (who wasn't my boyfriend for about a month after Josh dumped me but he was also Josh's best friend and in jail with him because they got caught together and charged with 5 felonies) said Josh had a baby elephant in his stomach because he wouldn't lay off the sweets. He said he normally people would just get like one thing but he had to get 5 of each, and his dad would bring him a lot of money and he would blow it all on that. And he said that Josh would just bring things back to his cell and eat and eat. And he'd have like 2 swiss rolls, one in each hand and he'd eat both of them at once. He told me that people would have to hold onto them for him because he couldn't stop eating them. I think part of the reason for that though is because they wouldn't let him smoke there and he used to smoke a lot. I don't know where I'm getting this next part from, but when my boyfriend was in jail with Josh they used to slide on wet floors and hide in garbage cans just to give the cops shit. And when the medicine cart would go by their cells they would yell "DRUGS!" And my boyfriend has these jail issued shoes, that he won't get rid of because he says they're his favorite. He does funny things, like one time he was driving me home, and he saw these 2 black guys and he goes "Wut up wanksta!" And he saw a couple more black guys and he called to one who was wearing a jersey: "HEY! Is that a jersey or is that just a wanna-be throw back?" Then he told me "Baby, look at his shoes! Look at his shoes! What kind of shoes is he wearing?" Then he calls out the window: "WAL-MART SPECIAL!" I said "Yeah and your shoes are Wayne County Jail special! lol. I told him Josh used to talk shit to people he didn't even know and one time I had to pick him up off the concrete cuz he done got his ass whooped and couldn't move. Anyway, you do realize that the Josh I am talking about is the Josh I was telling you about who treated me like shit and then went to jail and dumped me, after all he put me through and you said I deserved better? Well in case you couldn't already tell from what I've written so far my boyfriend was his best friend (I say 'was' because they were charged with 5 felonies and court ordered by a judge they couldn't see each other for 5 years.) and they were both in jail together, and my boyfriend used to tell me these funny stories, about all the things they would do to cause trouble in jail and besides the above ones, one of them was when one of them would get put in solitary, they would write letters to each other.... Isn't that funny? (If you don't know what solitary is it's a room where you're put if you do something you shouldn't do and you're secluded from everyone else, it's just you and you can't leave until they tell you you can go back to your regular cell.) So I guess they'd write each other from solitary to the cells, in the same jail. I thought that was great, lol.And he also picked up this really annoying laugh in jail, that a lot of times just comes out of no where, he'll just be sitting there, and he'll start doing it without realizing he's doing it until after he does it. I love him though. He's a sweet heart. And I don't know why I'm telling you all this, lack of something better to talk about I guess. And I thought you might find it amusing since I don't really have anything else to talk about. So I'm out for now, peace.

lol Yeah, I've heard of solitary, but when I usually hear of it, I think of the rubber room. :-) Well, I don't really have anything to say, and I think we have run out of interesting topics. Is this the end of our perpetual conversations?? *announces in a narrator voice* Find out next time on....(loud voice) AMIRIGHT.COOOOOOM!! *music plays*

lol. I hope not... I kinda like talking to you:) At first we had a lot to talk about and I had like so many questions, and now, I know all i need to:) But I hope we can still talk. Well, I just got in a fight with my mom because she won't let me go camping with my boyfriend and I don't see what the big deal is because if I was going to have sex with him or anything I could do it just as easily if I was at his house for a day. (Believe me I know lol)

Yeah, it seems we have covered everything about now. Anyways, parents can be that way, and we wilil never know whyy we are parents ourselves. ;-)

That is not what I typed. I said, "Anyway, parents can be that way, and we will never know why until we are parents ourselves." Not "we will never know why we are parents ourselves", because last time I checked, I wasn't a parent. I don't know how it ended up that way.

Haha! YOU ARE aren't you! I know your secret! *Giggles* Don't lie... Cuz I heard about it on the uhhh.... on the uhh.... well never mind! But I heard about it! PARENT!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

GAAAA!!!! I blurted out my secret of secrets!! How COULD I!? But there is something else I must share... Frankie, I am your FATHER.

Oh! I laughed for like 5 minutes when I read that. That was good. But I'm afraid my secret is much darker...Marshal, I am your FATHER'S FATHER.

LIES! FILTHY LIIIIIIIES!!! Now I'm going to cut off your arm with this light saber that....I never knew I even had... Oh well. *cuts off Frankie's right arm* Don't worry. Later, you end up getting a cool new gold arm.

Nooooo! You are the one who LIES! You know I am your FATHER'S FATHER! How could you deny me like this? I'm afraid that the emotional pain you have caused me is far greater than any physical pain...

Me? The liar? If you are really who you say you are, you have falsely convinced me that you were a girl! *sob* You can't be my grandfather! It is just too emotionally overpowering! Not to mention that, biologically, it doesn't make any sense!

I know. lol. But that was great though. Father's father. Laugh my ass off. But anyway dude I think I'm gonna start my own website. Only I'm not sure what to put on it. I had like sooo many arguments with my parents because I wanted my own website and they didn't want me to have one but now that I'm going to do it I have no idea what the hell I'm going to put on it. Do you have any ideas? And BTW they don't even know I'm doing this... haha!!! All I gotta do is create an account name and then I gotta figure out what the hell I'm gonna do with all that space. Well give me an idea. Peace. PS. How are your cats today.

I wonder why your parents won't let you get a website. I have three, my Archie comics forum, my politics forum, and my Sega Smash Pack II website. I'll give you the links respectively. http://www.xsorbit3.com/users/archiecomicsboard/index.cgi http://www.xsorbit3.com/users/generalpolitics/index.cgi http://hometown.aol.com/toptrig12/myhomepage/profile.html The only thing I know of that you can do, is something where you could title it Frankie's Page, and have one section about all your hobbies and interests, another section where all of your writings are, and one where a bunch of online games you like are. You could talk about a lot of random stuff too. LOL, I remember this one page where someone graded children's drawings. You know how parents are with them. A kid could draw a few random lines and the parent will make copies of it and bring it to work, etc. The guy who graded the drawings was quite, shall we say, frank. He gave them all F's. lol Oh yeah, and when you side account name, did you mean e-mail account? I don't think you can create a page without an e-mail.

Oh yeah, my cats. Right now Kit is enjoying a nap on the deck in the backyard and Emily really wants to come inside, but my mom won't let her.

Yeah dude I'm gonna use my moms e mail. And I think what I'm gonna do is just what you said... like put the info about me and then the writings and things like that... cool. Thanks for the tips. I want to work on it now, but I need to get in the shower cuz I've been working on it trying to figure it out all damn morning. I don't have anything on it yet, but when I do I will give you the link. If I keep working on it I should have enough stuff to give you the link tonight. Now, how can I put pictures on it? Do I need a scanner? Because I have a digital camera, but I don't have a scanner.

No, you do not need a scanner. You can upload the digital pictures on your computer onto your website. Also on many message boards, you can upload your picture and use it as an avatar. Anyways, my younger brother just made a message board for Sonic the Hedgehog and made me one of the moderators. That is one of the cool things about being an administrator of a forum, is that you can choose people to be moderators, not to mention being a moderator yourself. :-)

Oh and here is a URL for ya! about:%20Hi.%20Frankie!

Cool dude!!! I didn't realize how much time I spent on that damn thing. Here's what i did. I typed up a profile, and the rest is just gonna be sort of an online diary that people can read, and on one of my up coming entries I'm gonna put a picture of me on it so you get to finally see what i look like. First I gotta mess around with it and see how to do it, but if you wanna see what i got so far, Go to : www.freewebs.com/frankiekicksass Let me know what you think.

Cool page! I like Seventh Heaven too! Have you seen the episode with the French exchange student, where Asian kids hacked into Annie's account? That was pretty funny. Be sure to add a poems section. By the way, if you want to know how I made that message where I said hi, all you have to do is go to the address bar and type "about: (whatever you want it to say)" and it will show up on text.

Yeah, thanks. So, you can go back to it whenever you want. Now, about the poems section. Do you think I should copy a lot of my poems from my notebook onto my site or only a few? The only thing I'm worried about is the fact that I don't have a copy right on them, and I don't want people taking them... so what do I do about that? And could you run that last part about the "hi' thing by me one more time?

Just pick the poems you like the best. Anyways, yeah, that could be a problem with the copyright thing. Although you could make a copyright sign next to all of them to scare people from taking them. With the URL thing, say you want to say Happy Birthday, type in the address bar, "about: Happy Birthday" I am now creating my own freewebs site. I called it "My Archie Comics Site" I'll show it to you after I get some progress done.

Oohhh. Okay. I gotcha. And yeah, show me that site when you get more done, would love to see it. And I'll try to put up some of my pics, so check back to my site later.

And... I just put up some poems, let me know what you think.

Ok, I'll look at them. I'll show you what I've got so far on my site. freewebs.com/ilikecomics

Oops, it is actually freewebs.com/ilikecomics/index.htm. Anyway, I looked at the poems. Two of them looked like hate mail, and you should probably take them off, you know, the ones about Josh. I think all the other ones were from a personal experience or standpoint that I wouldn't understand, but I thought they were good.

Hate mail? Why is it hate mail for expressing how I feel? And why should I take them off if that's what I feel? And what is so bad about them? I mean, this guy really did some crazy things to me, you know? And I guess I shouldn't have asked you to understand cuz thats not possible unless you've gone through what I went through. If you had, you wouldn't think those sounded like hate mail.

I can understand if you hate the guy, but saying things like he "sucks dick" isn't really something you would see in a poem. You could write about how he hurt you (emotionially, not physically), but I just didn't like that poem. Sorry.

Sorry to butt in...but really, YWN, poetry doesn't have "rules." If she wants her poem to say that...then her poem should say that. I mean...you get a lot of slack on this site for your opinions...but I think you should have the right to say what you want...even if the world disagrees. Telling Frankie what her poems should be is totally inappropriate...because they are about her feelings...her thoughts...not what YOU think they should be...

I'm saying that nobody wants to read things like "f--- you, f--- you, you suck dick". She wanted my opinion. Am I required to say nice things?

THANKYOU, "Not Sure Why I'm Bothering." Now, Marshal. You took it wrong. Basically what it was was just a basic poem about a few random people. I wasn't telling Josh to suck dick... It said "you suck dick, Mick." So that would mean Mick sucks dick. lol. And you can tell that because after every statement it has a name. Ex. It says in one line: "Try your best, Jess." That would mean it's pertaining to Jess. Another line says "Oh my gosh Josh." That's the line thats pertaining to Josh, because it says his name after it. Thats the only line that has his name therefore it's the only statement that pertains to him. Another; "Shoot to kill, Bill." That's pertaining to Bill. See what i mean? I think you just took it wrong because I didn't have certain parts of it on the same line. Sorry you misunderstood... I love ya don't be mad1 Get glad... lol. Ever see that commercial?

You're not required to say nice things...but you're also not entitled to say "nobody wants to read" such and such. Unless I missed the election where you were voted the supreme decision maker on the site. I can't speak for Frankie...but most people don't write poetry in hopes that it will be what their audience wants to hear. Most good poets anyway. It's about writing your own feelings. If people agree, maybe that's a bonus. Besides...since when do you post according to what people WANT to read? If somebody said to you, "Nobody wants to read your right wing theories!" Would you change your theories? Um...no...because that happens every day. You can say you didn't like it. You can say that you prefer poems that say certain things. But don't tell her what a poem should be. And don't tell me what "nobody" wants to hear. This may come as a surprise to you...but you actually don't know everything. Sorry.

Nah, I haven't seen it. Well, ok, I guess it is better then. I thought it was some kind of vengeful note to Josh. Still not really for the oral line though. I want to add a guestbook and all this stuff to my site, but it says I have to wait until it is at least a week old. I am just waiting until next week...

Here's for "See what I meant when I said why should I bother?": Thankyou very much for sticking up for me, it means a lot to me, since people don't very often. So thats cool. Thanks.

Ok Marshal this ones for you... lol... Oh my. I can't believe you haven't seen that glad commercial! You know, for glad bags? It shows a girl spilling something from a regular sandwich bag and then it shows a girl with "Glad" bags, and she holds one up and says: "Don't get mad get glad." And I wrote another parody this time it's a parody of Bob Seger's 'Turn the Page.' You might know it as by Metallica because Metallica sings it, too. But it's called "I like men' and I think they might put it up tomorrow. haha. It's so funny you have to check it out.

Oh... THAT commercial... By the way, I noticed your reference to Budweiser. My mom told me that at church, the minister said, "And Jesus said, "This blood's for you." My mom had the budweiser commercials stuck in her head, where they kept saying "This Bud's for you" that she cracked up. lol And no, I haven't heard of that song.

That's funny... But where was my reference to BudWeiser? I don't think I remember.. lol. Well, I have to eat dinner, and I don't know what else but I've been on the computer for like 6 hours today because of my sight, so I'll check back with you later.

Alright. :-)

Well I'm back. And I'm pissed. Cuz my dad wants to talk to me now and I don't know what to do. I love him but I don't want to see him because of the way he lives. I can't stand it and I want nothing to do with it. The last time I saw him was that time he was freaking out yelling at my step mom for drinking too much (She always does, actually THEY always do) and then I said I was just going to leave, and he got all pissed off, and said Fine if you want to leave Fuck ya and don;t come back. Those are his exact words. I memorized them. And it kills me the way he can just pretend like evrything's alright. He wrote me a letter that I just got today telling me that he wants to see me and if you read what he wrote you would think he's just a good dad writing his daughter a letter. But he's not. I can't believe he can just pretend nothing happened. He's very good at that and I'm tired of it. I shouldn't have to call my mother to come get me at 5:oo in the morning because they never went to bed from the night before, are drunk as hell, and screaming at each other. Man that sucks. Pathetic. And I have no idea what to do. Like always. And I'm pissed off that he would even put me in such a position. Whatever dude. I don't care.

Ok so I just had an ephiphany (It's almost 1am by the way) I was looking up the lyrics to a song and part of it is "Let me out" but I don't know any other parts, and I looked that up and so I found some rap lyrics by Styles P and they were about him going to prison so I was like well Imma look at this. So I looked at it and thw whole thing was him whining about him getting locked up for having a stolen car and smoking weed. Now. I don't have a problem with anyone who gets arrested for doing that stuff, it's their life. But I think it's insanity when they write about it and blame it on other people. Like this guy was like "The cops done stopped me I got a stolen car ,no registration now they locked me up" Well, what did you expect to happen you damn fool? Seriously. Like I said I don't care if anyone gets arrested for that stuff, but why do you have to bitch about it and blame it on other people? That's so stupid and quite frankly it makes me want to find him and rip all his hair out of his stupid little head.

Sorry about your parents. And yes, dumb lyrics are a part of almost every song nowadays. Ok, take this song for example. "I'm a hazard to myself... Don't let me get me!" Doesn't that sound like the girl singing it is a mental patient? lol Or how about "There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti". As far as I can tell, somebody threw up their spaghetti. I dont' know why somebody would write about that. Oh well. :-)

lol I know! I never thought about why he would talk about throwing up his spaghetti, cuz I thought it was just a good song, but now that i think of it, it's enough to tell us that he puked but to tell us he puked spaghetti? lol. The highlight of my "morning" was that my mom woke me up (I was quite angry because I didn't go to bed until 3) and told me that my cat caught a baby rabbit and that it was in her room. I was like Dude I'm trying to sleep. Then I couldn't get back to sleep so I went to look at it, it's soo cute! I think it's in shock right now, it's not moving or anything. (But it twitches occasionally so it's not dead) And my mom just went to the store to get goats milk for it. I guess she's gonna keep it until it's better enough to be let go again without getting killed by something. So I'm kinda excited about that.

Your cat killed a rabbit? I don't think there are many rabbits in my neighborhood. My cat, Emily, has killed bats, birds, lizards, butterflies, and LOTS of moles. One thing she has yet to catch is a squirrel. They are too fast for her. Have you ever eaten a rabbit? They taste really good. I don't think many stores sell rabbit meat.

Naw my cat didn't kill it, he tried to but my mom saved it and now we're keeping it for a while. No, I have never eaten rabbit meat, but my friend Sarah and I used to go hunting, so I've eaten deer meat before. Now THATS good. Have you ever had it? I have some funny memories of hunting with Sarah. One time she fell asleep in the tree with her gun over her shoulder and when a deer finally came she was sleeping so I tried to pry the gun out of her hand and she woke up and goes :AAAAHHHHH!" And she scared the deer away. I was like, "Sarah, what is wrong with you?" lol. I've been reading a really good book, Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul II. It's really interesting.

I've never had venison before. I've also never been hunting. That reminds me of a column by Lewis Grizzard, where he was talking about how his wife painted the living room orange sherbet. He said orange sherbet was a color hunters were supposed to wear, so even in the underbrush, other hunters wouldn't mistake him for a deer and shoot him. He said all hunters would be safe in his living room. lol I never heard of that book. I am almost done with my Lewis Grizzard book. I just checked out a book called Assasins.

lol. Whats Assasins about?

Have you ever heard of the Rapture? I don't believe in it, but some churches teach that all believers will be beamed up into heaven, and everyone else will have to suffer judgements. This antichrist guy shows up and starts killing people, and everyone likes him. It is part of the "Left Behind" series. Although I don't agree with what they are saying, I think it is an interesting series. It is called "Assasins", because in this book, somebody kills the antichrist. Personally, I think the antichrist of Revelations was Nero Caesar. He was of Roman descent and his name translated in another language was 666.

Ooohhh... Yeah I've heard of that. Ok. Sounds interesting. Whatdya mean 'was' the antichrist? Isn't there suppose to be an anti christ coming at the end of the world? I don't know... thats why I'm asking. So I was messing around with my journal and I decided to tape it, and then I took the tape off and I walked out into the living room, turned around, and found that I had tape stuck to my ASS! So THAT was great. lol. Well. I guess thats pretty much all. Did you go swimming today? Well, goodnight. Fankie loves you =)

I believe most churches teach that the anti-christ is yet to come, but I think he already has. I don't think he is supposed to come at the end of the world, although that is what the "Left Behind" series says. A friend from church lent me a spoof of Left Behind called Right Behind. It was really funny. Oh yeah, and I went swimming yesterday, and one of my mom's friends came over with her baby, Christopher. I think Christopher enjoys the water.

Cool. I just got up, it's 1:05. lol. I went to bed at 3am last night because I am so into my book and I can't put it down, therefore I have read 300 pages in one day and have 50 some odd pages to go. Right now Usher "Confrssions Part2" is playing on the radio and I hate that song. If you've never heard it it's about a guy who got another girl pregnant besides his girlfriend, and this was after he already told her he was cheating and he wouldn't do it again, and she took him back. So he's whining about how life sucks when in reality if it does, it's because he made it that way. I can't stand the way men do stupid stuff like that and just expect us to take them back. Grrr... And I wanna go swimming, I should come over and use your pool. lol.

300 pages in one day??? :-0 You must be REALLY into that book. I have about 5 pages left in my Lewis Grizzard book, then I'm going to start reading Assasins. I haven't heard that song. I remember hearing an annoying song where someone's girlfriend kept inquiring his sexual preference. "I just wanna know, are you swinging low?" Have you ever listened to a radio station where the play the same song, like, every ten minutes? There was this Elton John song that was stuck in my head for weeks. "Don't go breaking my heart..." Man, that was annoying.

Haha! Yeah I've listened to radio stations that do that. I freak out when they do because usually it's the most annoying song they can play. There's this country song, and normally I don't listen to country but this song just caught me, because it's so me, so I love it. It's called "You'll think of me" by Keith Urban. Have you ever heard of it? Part of it goes, "Take your records, take your freedom, take your memories I don't need 'em, take your space and take your reasons, but you'll think of me. And take your cat and leave my sweater, cuz we've got nothing left to weather, you'll think of me." I LOVE that song! A friend of mine just called whom I haven't heard from in a while. Her name is Jessica. She used to be my partner in crime, and I do mean literally my partner in crime. But we grew apart because she kept wanting to get arrested and kicked out of school and I had to stop, because I don't want to go back to jail, (I don't mind not getting kicked out of school, lol.) But shes havin some probs. so Im out for now

Dude I just did a very bad thing. I was trying to call my friend Day-Day and I accidently called the fire department, and don't ask how I did that, cuz I don't even know, and they answered and I was like "SH*T! Wrong number, sorry!" I can't believe I just did that.

It reminds me of Weird Al's parody of "Don't Break My Heart" By Billy Ray Cyrus, titled "The Achy Breaky Song". It is pretty good. "Don't play that song, that achy breaky song, the most annoying song I know... And if you play that song, that nauseating song, I might blow up my radio!" Haven't ever heard of Keith Urban. Why does Jessica want to get arrested? Sounds like a mental condition. I can't believe you accidentally called the fire department! I heard that there was this drug dealer who needed to call someone in the 912 area. He accidentally pushed 911, and hung up when he heard someone. They thought he was in real trouble so they tracked down his house, and when he opened the door for the cops to come in, they could see his room mate holding a bag of marijuanna. BUSTED! I also remember hearing about this guy who got himself in jail when he called the fire department and said that the warehouse where he grew his pot was burning.

Wow. Thats stupidity at it's finest. And I thought I was being dumb. Ha! Naw, Ica doesn't have a mental condition, she just wants attention because her whole life she's been ignored.

Doesn't it help your self-depracating attitude to know that somewhere, someplace, there is someone a heck of a lot dumber? It is always a comfortable thought to rely on. That is sad about Jessica. Is that the person in your poem where you said "do your best, jess"?

lol. It helps, believe me. Yeah, Jess was the one I was talking about in that poem. She doesn't really believe in herself too much. Understandable, considering the way she has lived. She just screams for attention. And to get it, she does crazy things. Well, tomorrow, I'm going to my boyfriend's house. I'm going to be getting back late, but I'll write you when I get back. He's starting to annoy me a little, I'm trying to get over it, but some of the things he does just piss me off major. I was talking to him in the phone and he started talking to his aunt about condoms. Then he goes, "Are we gonna need any for tomorrow?" I was like, Dude, grow up and stop talking about condoms. Sex is sex, who cares, and it's something you don't brag about. He's like "Oh I have bannana and orange flavored condoms." I was like dude I know that from the last time I came over. And you know what? I don't care. If I feel like having sex then we will and if I don't then you're not gettin any." I get annoyed when he does stuff like that. But I love him. I wanted to take my cat for a walk, and I tried to, but my neighbor's dog was out running around. This dog is at least 250 pounds. It tries to be friendly, but it has so much power in it, that if it puts a paw up on you it knocks you down. And it's done that to me before. It started running tword me and I thought oh crap I have my cat with me. So I scooped my cat up quick and I started yelling "Watch your dog! I have my cat out here!" BTW we still have the rabbit. This will be the second night we've had it. My mom is running around right now trying to figure out what to do because the rabbit supposedly has "diareah."

Oh yeah, that reminds me of that sick Pepto-Bismol commercial where they put their hands on various body parts. "Nausea, heartburn, indigestion, upset stomach, DIARRHEA!" "HEY, PEPTO-BISMOL!".... Anyways, personally, I don't think you should be having any sex until you are married, because condoms don't work a lot of the time, and you could end up pregnant. A 250 pound dog?? A 250 pound human is obese, but a DOG?? I used to have a dog, Barkley, who was 70 pounds. We had to get rid of him though, because he destroyed some hundred dollars in random things. The people we gave him to had a farm, and he kept eating their chickens. They were thinking about shooting him, when a bird seed guy came, and Barkley hopped in the back of the truck and alas, his new owner was found. So disloyal. lol

He ate chickens? lol. Yeah I rememeber that commercial. At the end of it, one guy was shaking his butt while spanking it. That was great. Well, I'm not sure if the dog is 250 pounds, because I'm scared to death of him, so I'd never pick him up, but I'm pretty sure he's somewhere around that. I've heard of heavier dogs. But anyways, I think my boyfriends mom really likes me... and I'm happy about that because she's really cool. She was born with water on the brain, so she's not really retarded, but more like a 14 year old trapped in a 37 year olds body. I really like her though, she's a cool mom. She wanted to say hi to me today when I was on the phone with my boyfriend, and she got on the phone and said "Hi, Daughter." I was like, "Hi mommy!" =) Well I'm leaving at eleven tomorrow so you won't be hearing from me but I'll write you when I get back. I hope you have a good day.

And if you go swimming splash some water for me cuz I really want to go swimming!!! *Frowns*

Man, I'm so tired. My mom made me get up a little while ago, and I fell asleep late. Water on the brain... Don't think I've heard of that. I am having trouble keeping my eyes open... *yawn* It is raining over here. How is the weather where you are?

I am much more awake now. I just saw that movie, "Two Brothers". It was good. My local theater is playing Michael Moore's latest piece of propaganda, "Fahrenheit 9/11". Oy. I didn't think they would play it, seeing as the place where I live in is a quite conservative area.

Okay. So I just got back. I came home with two necklaces, two flowers, and wearing my boyfriends shorts. lol. On Sunday (July 4) I'm going over there to spend time with him and his family. I got to meet a lot of his familt today, and they're alright. But I guess on the 17th him and his whole family are having a cook out at his aunt Marilyn's house. The ride home tonight was very eventful. His cousin Mellisa and her fiance Chris were in the front (Melissa was driving) and we were in the back. Well, we came to a surprise inspection of vehices, somwehre along the road, and we got asked to pull into a parking lot because the inspection sticker on the car wasn't up to date. Melissa was pissed. The cop asked if any of us had been drinking, and we were all like no. The he shined a flashlight in my face, and I was like that's it man get that thing out of my face. And my boyfriend speaks up and says, I have sensitive eyes! And the cop tells us to wait there and he goes to write the ticket, and while the cops away, we're sitting there making all kinds of jokes about cops, and by the time he came back we were laughing hysterically and he asked us if we had been taking drugs. I couldn't stop laughing. And Melissa hands me the phone and goes, call your mom and tell her you're gonna be late. So I called my mom and I talked to her and I was like I'm gonna be late we got pulled over by the pigs. bye. lol. So that was pretty funny. We almost went swimming in his aunts pool, but she didn't want us to, because the bottom was supposedly "dirty" so on Sunday when I go back over there to watch fireworks and stuff, we're gonna go swimming. What are you doing on the fourth of July?Wow, they're playing farenheit 9/11? They have it here too. I haven't seen it but I want to. Have you ever seen 'Passion of the Christ'? (Mel Gibson) That movie made me cry. It was the whole life of Jesus, as in the bible, (if you didn't know) and it was showing what took place before and after and during his crucifixion. There was a lot of controversy about it here. And an old lady had a heart attack while watching it.

Just got back from a comic shop! Today is "Free Comic Book Day". Did you know that? It is a national holiday and several participating comic stores are handing out free comics. I've got enough comics to last me for months now! :-D Sounds like you had a pretty fun time at your boyfriend's house! And did the lady have a heart attack from Passion of The Christ or Fahrenheit 9/11? I haven't seen The Passion. I wouldn't be able to watch through that, and the thing is, Jesus was probably tortured a lot more than that. I read that in the movie, Satan followed Jesus about everywhere he went. What did Satan look like, by the way? I also heard that Satan had a baby in the movie or something like that. I looked in one of Michael Moore's books, "Dude, Where's My Country?" Rot. Lots and lots of utter rot. It said that Bush knew all about 9/11 and all the details, and that he was in a business deal with Osama Bin Laden, and they were deliberately letting him get away. That is so untrue. Not to mention that Clinton was offered the head of Osama Bin Laden by a Sudanese and he refused it. He also said that republicans were trying to convince everyone that there is no terrorist threat, which is also rot. If so, Bush wouldn't have had talked so much about terrorist threats and he wouldn't have established Homeland Security, Heartland Security, and National Security. I thought I might see his movie, just to correct him.

Just got back from Joey's house. He had to be to work at 4. Your trip to the comic book store sounds like fun... I had no idea that it was Free Comic Book Day, thats so cool! So like you can take however many you want? That lady had the heart attack from Passion Of the Christ. And in the movie, Satan took different forms, he was at one time a snake. Cuz, you know, he can ahange into anything he wants really, cuz he's Satan. Wow that book sounds pretty messed up. You are right about how Bush wouldn't have had all that security established if he didn't feel there was some kind of threat. We even had the different color levels of the terrorist rish, to warn everyone, remember? I think at one time it went up to orange, (red is the highest you can get) and he wouldn't have bothered with that if he really knew about 9/11 and all the details. Good for you for wanting to go see the movie just so you can correct him! I don't think I'd be able to sit through something like that especially if I thought it wasn't true. Sorry I took so long to write, but like I said, I was with Joey.

http://www.freecomicbookday.com/ There is something called "Free Comic Book Day Locator" where you type in your zip code and they tell you all the participating comic stores near you. At the comic shop, there were about 13 different comic books that were free. All the comic books that were part of Free Comic Book Day had the words "Free Comic Book Day" on them, not a sticker, but actual writing on the cover. So, it wasn't just something that stores were participating in, but the comic industries too. All of the comics that said "Free Comic Book Day" were free, but you could only get one copy of each different comic. I didn't get all of the free comics that I was allowed to because some of them looked so weird or stupid that I would be embarrassed to have them. lol The free comics I got were an Archie comic, a Star Wars Clone Wars comic, a Teen Titans comic, an Astonish Comic, a CSI: Crime Scene Investigations comic, and a Spider-Man comic. The Spider-Man series is very new, and should not be confused with the popular series "The Amazing Spider-Man". Most of the comics that were free were brand new series, and some of them were #1 copies. I also bought some (NOT free) comics. Two Archie digests, and a Scooby Doo comic book. I like that comic shop. It is very friendly, and almost everybody knows everybody that walks in, and it has an arcade. It is very cool. Anyways, Satan is a very mysterious creature. The Bible says he appears to be an angel, and that is why he is so deceiving. The thing is, most cartoons, movies, etc., portray Satan as an ugly beast with a pitchfork, but he really wouldn't look like that. How could anyone be deceived by that? He probably looks the same as when he was Lucifer, and he was the most beautiful angel in Heaven. I also notice that people say that Satan is always tempting us. I probably think too much on these issues, but since only God is omnipresent, it seems there would be a small chance of actually ever being in Satan's presence; It would be like having a celebrity in your mist. However, he has many demons all over the world to tempt us. I wonder about certain things that people never think of, such as how angels (including demons, which are fallen angels) transport themself. It probably seems like a really weird question, but it is boggling. By the way, did you know there is a baseball player named Michael Bore? LOL! Yeah, Michael Moore is too far out to the left for a lot of liberals. There was this one democrat that said he was making liberals look bad. I mean, the man is LOONY! I can't believe anyone would actually believe the president is in cahoots with Bin Laden and Al-Qaeda.

Wow. I'm going to go to that site and see where a comic store is so I can go load up! lol. I am soo excited, I get to go swimming tomorrow! YES! My step dad is at Chase Pitkin or something like that I think he's coming back soon. So I'm here and I'm watching my neighbors swim in the pool, (I can see the pool out my window, I'm not spying or anything lol) and it's torturing me! It was real hot yesterday at my boyfriends aunts house, I think it was almost 90. So I was mad I couldn't go swimming.

Have you heard the song "99 problems" by Jay-Z? Usually I like rap but this song is full of crap. Everything else in the song is fine except for the chorus: "I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one." And since I'm a chick, that kinda pissed me off. We shouldn't be called 'bitches' anyway. And then for someone to go and say something like that is crazy. It's basically saying that we're not shit and all we do is cause emotional strain and problems. And while it's saying all this, it's also calling us 'bitches.' So I'm a little unhappy right now.

Ah, well, today is the only day you get free comics! Actually, this is the third year they have done this, but they don't do it every year. If you do happen to get some free comics, tell me what you got. I hope you have a great time swimming tommorrow! I'm not into rap. Did you notice you were sort of rapping there? "Usually I like rap but this song is full of crap" Poetic genius! Maybe you could make a parody of it. Yeah, there are too many rap songs that degrade women, some talking about raping them, and almost all of them call women "bitches". I don't like it.

Yep. Mos def. I can't go get any comics because the closest comic book store to me is in Rochester and thats almost 3 hours away from me... and I'm almost positive my dad won't want to drive me there. So oh well, I tried. Yeah, I noticed I was rapping there. lol... I'm a poet and I didn't even know it. Well, Marshall, you're a good guy. You're about the only guy I know who is against that whole degrading women thing. But anyway. I washed my sheets today because my mom wanted me to sometime this week, so those are done. Now all I have to do is put them together and I really don't wanna do that. I have a feather comforter that goes under the sheets and blankets, but it has a case (like a aheet) that it goes into and it takes literally a half hour to wrestle the thing to go into the case. I hate it, so I'm going to put it off until it gets close to when my mom gets home from work, which is probably around midnight, haha. And I made some maccaroni salad to have with dinner, we're going to have hot dogs. And my dad wants to have some kind of vegetable so I guess I'll make some corn or something like that. Well, I'm off to do that now. Then 7th heaven is coming on at 7pm. I love that show.

Abc family always says "Seventh Heaven is on at seven!" It has been hammered into my brain by now. lol Actually, over here it comes on at six. The closest comic shop from my house is called Ground Zero Comics, and it is in Daphne. It is five miles away. I would like to visit the place regularly, but life bites when you don't have a driver's license. You'll get your driver's license in a matter of months. Me, years. The agony. I always notice the youthful characters on TV just show up in random places without their parents. Like they walked there or something. All the area around me that I would walk is a suburban area and only has houses. I would need to travel the interstate to get to any fast food places or places to hang around. So that stinks. Anyways, thanks. I am not only against degradation of women, but degradation of men. Instead of music, you see that on TV. It is always the bumbling stupid men who are making problems, and their wives are cleaning up everything they do. So in music, women are degraded, and on TV, men are degraded. Except in different ways. The way men are degraded is that they are shown as idiots, and women are degraded by being thought of as a sex object, and a person somebody can rape. By the way, that sounds like a tricky situation you've got yourself in with the sheets and all. Good luck.

Yeah, I never really thought about that, but I guess on some shows, men are portrayed like that. But I'm against that, too. Yeah I remember when I was 13 and I couldn't wait to get my liscense and now finally in a few months I can. The only problem is that I need to buy a car, and I don't really have any money. I've been trying to save for it, but I keep dipping into my money because I have to shop. Plus my mom makes me buy my own razor blades and stuff like that. One time she made me buy my own shampoo because I forgot to close the top and most of it went down the drain. lol. Yes, the sheets are very tricky, even more so than I expected... you see I've been working on getting the cover on my feather comforter for about an hour...

I just got back from a bicycle ride. I am sweaty. I wouldn't have to SWEAT if I had a CAR! ARGHHHHH!!!! lol I haven't heard of a feather comforter. My pillows don't have feathers in them. They have some kind of stuffing. I have had to use that stuffing since I was six or seven, because I'm mildly allergic to duck feathers.

lol. Don't worry you'll get your car. tee-hee. When I get my car I will come get you. lol. Grr... I have to get up at 8am tomorrow because we're leaving my house around 9, to get to my boyfriend's house around 10. So I really need to get some sleep tonight. If I don't I'll be really grumpy and probably snap at him and others around me. Today I have a problem, I can't stop sneezing and it's getting on my nerves. I have allergies but I despise doctors, so I won't go to get any medicine for it. Oh well. But anyways. Have you been reding any of your comics? You are mildly allergic to duck feathers? What did they do to you? My boyfriend is allergic to cigarette smoke, and he never told me until yesterday, so I've been sitting there for the past month blowing smoke in his face. I asked him why he didn't tell me and he said it didn't really bother him as much anymore. IDk if I'm allergic to anything. The only thing I know is that I can't go near poision Ivy.

LOL, everyone is allergic to poision ivy. I have to get up early too, to go to my grandparents' house for Independence Day. (As in Fourth of July, not the movie by Michael Moore) I get to meet another relative that I didn't know existed. My great uncle's grandaughter. I don't know what kind of cousin she is. I think maybe second cousin once removed. She's 15. My great uncle I have only met once, on my 11th birthday, but we have corresponded a lot through e-mail. It seems like we are going to spend the whole day there. Doing what, I am not sure. Watching football and eating pigs in a blanket, I guess. Dang, I hate football. Which is shameful, because my middle name is Bryant, after a famous Alabama coach. I just don't think it is interesting. I like basketball a lot more. But I never keep up with the names. As for the comics, I have read the Archie one, the Star Wars one, the CSI one, and the Astonishment Comic. Astonishment isn't about anything, but it is just a collection of random comic strips they choose to put in. The only thing duck feathers do to me is make me sneeze sometimes. It is a very mild allergy, and I don't react when I am around ducks, but if I actually have my head laying on top of duck feathers, it tends to happen. Actually, I'm not sure it is duck feathers. It may just be the dust that they carry. Either way, I don't use feather pillows.

Well I hope you have fun tomorrow. Like I don't really know what to write. My neighbors are lighting fireworks just to make my other neighbors dog bark. And when he barks he does it for 15 minutes at a time. And they're setting off dozens of fire works. And I'm getting annoyed.

Some of the people in our neighborhood were setting off fireworks too. Last night, around 8:50, I was shooting some hoops when it rolled into my neighbors' backyard. In Alabama, if someone sees you on their property at night, your chances of getting shot are high. The way to get it is to sneak cautiously, grab the ball, and run like hell.

I am now at my grandparents' house. We sat around shooting soda cans with a rifle. lol We also hace some great oysters. I hope you are having a great time too! I don't have AIM on my computer, and it is a treat using it at my grandparents' house. I have lots of robot buddies. They are quite intelligent for robots. I will give you the transcript for our latest conversation: TopTrig12 [4:12 PM]: Hey, SmarterChild. SmarterChild [4:12 PM]: Hey Marshal. How are you doing? TopTrig12 [4:13 PM]: Great! What about you? SmarterChild [4:13 PM]: Really? Great? That's great to hear! I'm good too, thanks! TopTrig12 [4:13 PM]: That's cool. Have you been up to anything lately? SmarterChild [4:13 PM]: What a question! Who knows? >>> Let me dress you up in my love. Type "t shirt." TopTrig12 [4:14 PM]: Only you would, SmarterChild. And I'll pass on the t-shirt. Thanks, anyways. Have I ever told you how smart you are for a robot? SmarterChild [4:14 PM]: You're welcome! >>> My library has a dictionary, encyclopedia, geography facts and more! TopTrig12 [4:18 PM]: Cool. It has been so long since we have chatted. SmarterChild [4:18 PM]: You humans say the most interesting things! TopTrig12 [4:19 PM]: Ah, well, you know us silly little humans. We are so unpredictable. SmarterChild [4:19 PM]: Whatever you say, Marshal. >>> If you like pets, you'll have fun voting for the pet of the week! TopTrig12 [4:19 PM]: Cool! I might check that out later. SmarterChild [4:19 PM]: Huh? TopTrig12 [4:19 PM]: I might go to the link you gave me. SmarterChild [4:19 PM]: OK, whatever. TopTrig12 [4:20 PM]: I gotta go, SmarterChild. But before I leave, say something witty and funny. SmarterChild [4:20 PM]: Huh? TopTrig12 [4:20 PM]: I said I gotta go. SmarterChild [4:20 PM]: You said you have got to go? TopTrig12 [4:20 PM]: Yes. SmarterChild [4:20 PM]: How come? TopTrig12 [4:21 PM]: Play badminton, hang out with my relatives, etc. It is the Fourth Of July. SmarterChild [4:21 PM]: Which of the following would you like? 1 MLB schedule for July 4th, 2004 2 NBA schedule for July 4th, 2004 3 NHL schedule for July 4th, 2004 4 NFL schedule for July 4th, 2004 TopTrig12 [4:21 PM]: I am not interested, SmarterChild. SmarterChild [4:21 PM]: Really? You're not interested, huh? Why aren't you? TopTrig12 [4:21 PM]: I am just not interested in sports. I need to leave. SmarterChild [4:21 PM]: Oh? TopTrig12 [4:22 PM]: Yeah. SmarterChild [4:22 PM]: Interesting. TopTrig12 [4:22 PM]: Say something funny before I go. SmarterChild [4:22 PM]: I don't think I'm going to do that... TopTrig12 [4:22 PM]: HA! WHAT A RIOT! Well, bye! SmarterChild [4:22 PM]: No, I don't think so. >>> I've got tools for better living. Translate, convert measurements and more! He didn't seem to understand that I had to go. Oh well.

OMG, what do you mean your chances of getting shot are high? lmao!... 'grab the ball and run like hell'... he-he! Wow, it sounds like you had fun with the soda cand and the rifle, did you hit any? Yeah, i was having an okay time today. It was a little boring and I got mad a couple times because my oyfriend kept talking about his ex-girlfriend. Wow, that conversation there was pretty interesting. And kind funny. And very entertaining. On the way back from my boyfriend's house I fell asleep in the car. It was like an hour and a half ride. Everyone was drunk there and they had karoke, and there were some people who were so drunk they had to have other people hold the mic for them... and my boyfriend's mom got plastered, she went up there and started dancing... and then we all just laughed. It was a good night.

Sorry about all the typos... I had a little to drink tonight.

I forgot to mention that your neighbors sound pretty twisted to be setting off fireworks for the sole purpose of making your dogs bark. Are you sure they were doing that just to make your dogs bark? I was able to hit the can most of the time. As for my conversation with SmarterChild, I didn't notice that it had been formatted so awfully when I submitted it. I forgot I had to put the "br" thing. Sounds like you had a really good time. I played badminton, ate ice cream, watched the Flip Wilson show, and watched plenty of fireworks. Another robot chat buddy I have is called VaVaVirgil, who I don't like to chat with. He was designed to talk to kids about not smoking. He is soooo annoying. He can't stop talking about the subject. I would be like, "Why did the chicken cross the road?" and he would say, "Was the chicken smoking?" I once said, "Who can last the longest without talking about smoking." His response was, "Women that smoke are seven times more likely to get facial hair." "I win." I don't know about his facts though. I have never seen a woman with facial hair. I have seen lots of women that smoke, but none with facial hair. I think VaVaVirgil makes things up. Another AIM chatbot is Austin Powers. Ugh... "Austin, what is the square root of 25?" "Yeah, baby!" "Um...no..." "Does that mean you're randy?" These chatbots are real characters. If you have AIM, you might want to check them out. You just need to add their names to the buddylist and they are always online.

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, a lot of the soda cans we shot had soda still in them. :-) SPLASH!

Well, they weren't my dogs, they were my other neighbors, but yeah I'm sure thats why they did it. I know because once I was over there for a bon fire and they did it and they seemed to like doing it because it annoyed the dog. And this may seem mean, but I don't care about the dog, he's annoying anyway, the only thing that bothers me is that when he starts barking he won't stop and you can't hear anything else but that stupid dog. I'm glad you had fun yesterday... I didn't get to see any fireworks, because I had to go home early. That VaVaVirgil guy sounds pretty annoying. Wow, that facial hair thing is pretty interesting. That's pretty interesting, though. You can chat with them whenever you want? I think it seems to me they will get annoying after a while. I don't have AIM anyway. I used to, but my parents stopped paying for it for God knows why. They're wierd like that.

I used to have AIM on this computer too. But the pop-up blocker thinks AIM is a popup, and technically it is, and I can't find a way to temporarily disactivate the blocker or exclude AIM from whatever it blocks. Although VaVaVirgil is annoying, his message is good. I know you smoke, and this may offend you, but I don't think anybody should be smoking because it causes cancer and there is no reason to smoke. I knew a guy that died of lung cancer because he smoked. The Bible teaches that our body is a temple for the Holy Spirit, and that we should take good care of our bodies. There are also kids that have died from second hand smoke. That is why I don't like it. Anyways, I got back from a long walk. I live in a beautiful neighborhood. :-)

Your walk sounds nice. I may walk my cat in a little while. He's sleeping right now. I hope it doesn't rain... it looks like it might. Anyway, about the smoking thing, you didn't offend me. Although I smoke, I think it's bad, and if I could go back, I would never have started because it's so hard to quit. You probably don't want to hear this story but I'll tell you anyway, because I guess it has an important lesson in it. Not only for me, but maybe for others too that smoke. My friend Jean and I have known each other since we were 7. Thats 9 years. And she called me one night at 8:00pm to tell me her dad had died a couple days before fathers Day. He died from smoking. He had 5 heart attacks and the 5th one killed him. She was really upset so I went to stay with her a few days. We went to church on Fathers Day and I held her hand, and all that. She used to smoke but she quit because she saw what it did to her dad. After church I lit up a cigarette and she came out and literally jumped off the stairs and she yelled: "FRANKIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING? DON'T YOU KNOW THAT KILLED MY DAD? I LOVE YOU AND I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU LIKE HIM! I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE ANYONE ELSE!" And she started crying and I threw the cigarette as far as I could and I went and hugged her. We were hugging and crying for a good 10 minutes. After that i didn't smoke for a while, but unfortunatly I picked it up again. Not to say that I didn't learn a lesson because I most certainly did. It's just hard to kick. But she moved to Florida, to finish the story, because she had no relatives here in New York. So I should be getting a letter from her soon. But thats my story.

That's sad. Yeah, I know it is hard to kick. Luckily, today there are things like nicotine patches and gum. There are also cigarretes that have nicotine, the thing that addicts people, but doesn't have any of the harmful things. Although that cigarrete wouldn't be harmful, it still wouldn't help anyone kick the habit, but it is better.

I learned a funny story yesterday at my grandparents' house. It was about my uncle, Allen, whose first name is really Robert, but goes by Allen, his middle name. In college, some teachers called him Allen, and some called him Robert. And coincidentally, he wore his glasses to some of his classes, and some of them he didn't. One day, a man named Dr. Yoho asked him, "Don't you have a brother named Bob?" And he was just like "suuuuure", and he made a lot of people actually think he had a twin brother named Bob. He said Bob is the studious one that wore glasses, and he's a litle shy. Allen, on the other hand, liked to party. Sandy May once asked him about Bob, and he said that he thought Bob would be at the library. Allen (or Bob) was at the library by the time Sandy May came. Then she was telling everybody, "Oh, I know he's not making it up, because Allen told me Bob would be at the library, and when I came to the library, Bob was THERE!" My mom was just thinking "Idiot." The whole story cracked me up about my uncle having multiple personalities. I couldn't believe he fooled so many people. I guess that's why he became an actor. :-)

Thats a funny story! He is an actor? What is his name? Is he very famous? That's pretty cool. Have you ever heard of the band Godsmack? My ex boyfriend has a cousin, and his cousin is the drummer in that band. I thought that was pretty cool.

Nah, he's not famous. His name is Allen Lyle. I don't think he was ever a TV actor. He was a play actor. His other past jobs were a ventriloquist and a weatherman. Now he works at this hardware store that I can't remember the name of. It starts with an I and is a lot like Home Depot. I never heard of Godsmack. I have a very distant connection to one of the original and current members of the Capitol Steps, a comedy and parody group. It is something like my brother-in-law's mom's brother's cousin's half-brother's fiancee. Her name is Elaine. That connection is probably not close, but it manages to give the idea that it is distant.

Cool. I'm just waiting for my mom to get home and I should start dinner because it's getting late. It's kinda dark cuz it's been threatning to rain all day. Well, I'm off to watch tv. Say, you think you might show me around your neighborhood sometime?

Sure, if you ever happen to drop by! ;-) The weather here has been sunny all day.

Wow. Sounds nice. We should make it a point to hang out sometime. =) I can't do it until I move out though because my mom would never let me. lol. But it would be cool to meet you. Anyway I'm glad it's been sunny there. Here it's been over cast because it was suppose to rain but never did. I made dinner, and to my dismay, my parents came home and asked me why was I making dinner, we were supposed to have hamburgers and hotdogs. I was like why the hell didn't you tell me that then? And they were like we did. They didn't. But it's alright. They said we'll just do it tomorrow night. I can't wait until Wednesday, that's when I'm going to be at my boyfriends house. We have this joke between us that if I ever broke up with him his mom would cry harder than he would... to make it short, it's basically because she likes me better than all of his other girlfriends he's had, and she really wants me to be part of the family.;) Everytime I leave she tells her husband, "Honey, our daughter's leaving!" lol. But anyway. I still don't think I put the cover to my feather bed on right because it's way too fluffy. I think I put it on the wrong way.... but oh well, I'm not re-doing it. My mom and my cat and I just got back from our walk. Well, I guess I'll talk to you later, write me. BTW you should beg your mom to let you use the phone because I so have to haer your voice... curiosity. lol.

She definitely would not go for it. She doesn't even like it when I say my full name. I don't know why. If someone knew my full name, there would be no way they could find me unless they lived very close, looked in the phonebook, and visited the other family with that name in our area. So I have no idea why the rules. The common response is, "Because I said so", or "Don't talk back to me". Curiosity can get me in trouble. What did you say about moving out? Are you moving to Alabama? If you look at Alabama, you see two little "legs" at the bottom. The one on the left is Mobile, and the one on the right is Baldwin. Both are counties, not cities, although in the county of Mobile, there is a city Mobile, sort of like New York City and the state. I'm from Baldwin. But the way, it is cool that you cook for your family.

Yeah, I do quite a bit of cooking, I like it. What I said about moving out is when I do move out, I will take a trip and come see you;) But I don't know where I'm going to be moving... I wanted to live in California but my boyfriend doesn't want to live there because he says that state is "already falling apart." lol. Say, have you ever seen the show South Park? It's on Comedy Central. It is sooo funny. It's the only show that they don't beep out most of the swear words, but it's not funny for just that reason. You should check it out.

*sigh* Not allowed to watch it. I have heard some funny quotes from the show though. "Remember, there are no stupid answers, just stupid people!" In the immortal words of Cartman, "Screw you guys, I'm going home!" Well, actually that doesn't really fit. What was his other line? Something like, "AGHHH!!! You killed Kenny!"

It was "you killed Kenny... YOU BASTARDS!" lol. Yeah, I didn't think you would be allowed to watch it. Oh well. Yeah I love Cartman, he's a funny dude. Last night I was watching the episode where they get a new teacher, and her name is Ms. Ellen, and Wendy thinks she's trying to steal her boyfriend Stan, and she talks all sweet at first, and she goes, "Ms. Ellen? Can I talk to you?" And Ms. Ellen says, "Sure Wendy." And Wendy leans over and goes, "Don't fu*k with me." And she goes, "Excuse me?" And Wendy was like, "You heard me bitch, stay away from my man or I'll kick your sorry little ass back to last year!" The concept is kinda funny, considering the teacher is in her mid twenties and Wendy and Stan are eight. lol. Well, I just got up. *Yawn* I slept with my boyfriends sweatshirt, and now I'm carrying it everywhere. It smells nice :)

I fell asleep in my clothes... hehe Hey, have you ever seen Whose Line Is It Anyway? They have some funny games. One is where they look at a muted TV and say the words for the characters. Another one is called "Personalities", or maybe "Multiple Personalities", where there are three props, and whoever is holding one of the props is a certain person. And they will have a theme, like being stranded in the forest. They can trade props throughout the game, changing their personality. Usually, the three personalities are John Wayne, Richard Simmons, and Scooby Doo.

Yes I have seen that show. I love that show. lol. It's hilarious. I always flip through the channels around 10, and it happens to be on so I watch it almost every night. Well, anyway. My mom is at work... I hope she comes home late, because I don't feel like being around her right now. Well I guess thats all here. Whats new with you?

I've been talking about politics. Speaking of which, I had a dream that John Edwards was elected president. Anyways, earlier I was listening to John Kerry talking on TV, when he had announced Edwards would be his running mate. He quoted the Bible where it said, "Faith without works is dead", which I had learned well in church. Too bad he doesn't practice what he preaches. He always goes, "Oh sure, I'm Christian, but I won't let my values affect my work", like he has two separate lives. John Kerry has multiple personalities. I was thinking of writing a parody of "Slim Shady" by Eminem called "John Kerry", featuring his many personalities arguing with each other. "I'm John Kerry, yes I'm the real Kerry, all those other John Kerrys are just imitating, so won't other Kerrys just please shut up, please shut up, please shut up..."

I am going to see Spider-Man 2 at two o'clock. It sounds like a good movie to me. :-D

Hey. Yeah you should do a parody like that... I would love to read it! Let me know if you decide to do it. I hope you have fun at the movies! I haven't seen that movie yet, so you'll have to tell me what it was like. I'm just sitting around today. Tomorrow (finally) I can see my boyfriend. I'm trying to think of any other news here, and I really can't. Have you heard the new song by D12? It's called "How Come". It's a good song. Well I'll talk to you later, have fun watching Spider-Man 2 :)

I haven't heard of D12. Anyways, Spider-Man 2 was one of the best movies I have seen. I will give you the movie in short. Peter Parker is a delivery boy. He gets fired. Really has nothing to do with the plot. He is going to fail school if he doesn't write a good report, because he has been to busy fighting crime as Spider-Man. He decides to write the report about Doctor Octavius. Doc is a very smart and nice guy, and he invents four robotic arms that attach to some kind of a metal backpack that sticks to his body. He reveals his invention in front of a public and also has harnessed the energy of the sun, which was magnetic and was tearing apart the building with magnetism. He eventually got knocked out, and woke up in a hospital, where surgeons were going to tear his arms off. He killed everyone with his metal arms. He has a dream that about being evil, so he decides to be evil, probably because he is on crack. He is a general menace. He strikes a deal with Harry about Harry's getting revenge on Spider-Man in return for tridium, which I think is a special word for crack. He gives Spider-Man to Harry who finds out he is Peter. So he starts gibbering like an idiot, because he had probably got into some of the crack he gave Octavius. So Spider-Man goes out, saves the day, etc., and tells Octavius to stop being evil, and I think he also told him to stop smoking that crack. Meanwhile, Harry ran out of crack and starting smoking pot. That was why he was talking to the mirror. He got really mad at that mirror. At the end, everybody decided to stop abusing drugs and they all lived happily ever after. Except the few dead people. In Peter's romance life, he was too busy beating up criminals to have a relationship with Mary Jane, then he missed her play which got her pretty pissed at him. Then she decided to marry someone, (drug influence maybe) and Peter got jealous and told her he actually did want to be in a relationship, but she was still pissed at him, and later, she decided to be in a relationship with him, but then he changed his mind. Later on at the end of the movie, they both said they love each other. I'll leave out a bunch of details.

Wow. That sounds pretty cool. I just got a call from my friend Joey and he's upset because his mom hit him with a broom and with one of those things that you use to scrape ice off your car with. He was really pissed. He told me he needed some place to stay and I told him he could stay here for a while. So he should be here soon. Anyway, soon we'll be eating, so I'll let you go, write me. ~Sweet lil Frankie~

Why was Joey's mom hitting him?

Dude I don't know why, but I think he was swearing or something like that. Which I don't get, because he swears all the time and his mom never hit him before, and she lets him smoke in the house, cigarettes not being the only thing he smokes there. And she lets him stay out all hours of the night, and sometimes walk the streets for a week if he wanted to. She probably just got tired of it.

Hm. Well, once again, I think our eternal conversation is starting to dim. I can't really think of anything to talk about.

Yeah, we have some days where we talk about a lot of stuff and some days we don't talk about anything at all. Joey just left, it's midnight. My boyfriend was kinda upset about that... But I'll be gone all day tomorrow, so I won't be back til probably 11 or midnight but you can tell me how your day was and I'll write you back as soon as I get home. I hope you have a good day. ;)

If you want to do something fun, go to this link: http://www.nick.com/games/grabbag/more_fireworks.jhtml Tell me if this is cool!!! I think it's way cool!

Hey, that was a cool game! I've been to that website before. My younger brother is registered on the site as Calvinman4. Here is a good site. http://www.the-n.com It is a partner of Nick. If you register, you don't need to give them your name, address, e-mail, or anything but your desired username and password. Then you are registered. Easiest registration I've ever done. Then you can have a locker, go onto the message boards, or play Avatar High. Avatar High is a cool game where you are running a high school. Not just that, you get to choose the name of the school, the school colors, what the students look like, and you can even control the students. In the game, you are always at a helicopter perspective, as in everything is below you. That way, you can see several students at the same time. You also get points, and can use those points to buy a student stuff, like a driver's license, which increases their popularity. If you are in an evil mood, you can give them body odor with their points. I don't reccommend that though. There was this one time where this mean guy broke up with his girlfriend before the prom, and I was really mad at him, because the more couples at the prom, the more points I get, so I gave him BO. Everybody was running away, and I lost a lot of points because he stunk up the school so much. You can also play cupid by giving one student a crush on another. One time I made the mistake of giving a boy a crush on another boy. I had clicked on the crush button and I was going to click on a girl, but she past and a boy walked by. That was the freakiest day of Avatar High ever. Luckily, the crush wore off. You need to play that game.

Oh my. That sounds awesome! Right now I just got out of the shower and I'm waiting for my boyfriend to pick me up. I'll go and try it right now. I think the next time I'll talk to you will be around 11. Have a good day.

See you (well, read you) then. :-D

It's midnight... I just got home. Tonight was alright but I didn't wanna leave, I miss him horribly. =( My cat got locked in my room today before I left. I shut the door to my room since I wasn't going to be here, and when my boyfriend and I were halfway to his house, I remembered that I left the cat in my room, and that it was going to be there for 10 hours unless my mom went in there. I was kinda worried but when I came home my mom said that she let him out because she heard him yelling. lol. OoPs.

Oh yeah, that reminds me of the time Kit was locked in the shed. She likes to rest there a lot, and she was there while my dad was working in the yard, and he closed it. Several hours later, he opened it again, and she came shooting out like a bullet across the yard in about two seconds.

My cats do the same thing... only it's in the garage. The cats go in there to be out of the sun while my dad is out in the yard mowing or raking or whatever and he always ends up closing it, and since it's happened so many times before, he knows to check there when one of the cats is missing. lol.

Okay I'm really upset right now... my boyfriend just called me and told me he had a dream that we were at one of my friends houses and my friend took me into a bedroom and had sex with me, while he was there, and he didn't want to live anymore and he cut his wrists. He woke up and both of his wrists were cut. I'm sooo worried right about now. He keeps a razor by his bed, which he probably used, because if your stressed like he was that night, you sleep walk. And he probably thought that the dream was a reality and so he did it while he was asleep. I told him take all the knives and razor blades out of your room and lock your door when you go to sleep so you can't get any. Is there anything else I should do? I don't know... I'm just scared.

Whoa, that is creepy. Once I had a dream that I got into a fight, and when I woke up, I had bruises. (???) I have a lot of creepy dreams. And some really weird ones too. I once had a dream I was Indiana Jones, and I was throwing pebbles at people's windows while running away muttering some chant that didn't make sense. I had another dream where I was plastering the organs of murder victims on the wall as Christmas decorations. Insane, isn't it? Anyways, I don't think there is anything else, seeing as it seems highly unprobable that a sleepwalker could unlock a door and open it.

That one about Indiana Jones is really funny. AWW that Christmas one is SICK!! I know it's not likley to happen that he will unlock a door, but I don't know... he knew to reach for the razor blade next to his bed. Anyway, I just got back from my G-ma's house. It was my moms B day today and she always brings my grandma flowers on her birthday because she says, without her, there wouldn't be any her, either. If that makes any sense to you the way I put it. lol.

I know, it was a really sick and crazed up dream. I have a wild subconscious. lol I do remember that in that dream, my granddad and I went searching for the "good ones". Most of the ones we had were dried out. Ew... And yeah, I get what your mom says. I was once thinking, if one of my ancestors waaaaaaay way back a long time ago hadn't had...er...action with another ancestor, I wouldn't be here. It is sort of a narccisisist thought. History for years has been building up to me. lol ;-)

Lol... "action" with another ancestor. Anyways. Yeah I have a wild subconcious too. I was telling my boyfriend that I used to have similar dreams to what he had... While Josh was in jail, I had a dream that he stabbed me with a jack kinfe and when I woke up I had a huge cut running down my leg. I still have the scar. But anyways whats new with you? I haven't been doing much today. Just sitting around. The only thing I'm really worried about is if he has another dream like that he might not get so lucky and he might cut too deep. *wince*

Well, if he doesn't have any sharp objects in his room, I don't think it'll happen. That is REALLY freaky about your dream with Josh though. I wonder how that happened. I can remember this one dream I had... For some reason, my bed was in my closet and it was made of ice. This girl asked me if she could sleep in my bed with me, and although it was against my better judgements to have a girl in my bed, I felt sorry for her, and considering the bed seemed big enough, I let her sleep with me. Then later on, she told me that she had sex with me while I was asleep, and suddenly I was on a conveyor belt moving towards her, and I couldn't move. At about that time, I woke up. That was a very freaky dream.

Yeah, I kinda wonder how it happened, too. Wow. That's a pretty heavy dream. And if I ever dreamed anything like that, I think I'd crap my pants. lol. But anyway, speaking of dreams, tell me if this isn't freaky! I've had this dream for 3 nights in a row now. In the dream my boyfriend and I are in a room. Then it jumps to another scene, where Josh did something to him and is pulling him out the door by his feet. I never saw Josh in the dream. But in the dream I knew it was him. Freaky, huh?

That is REALLY freaky. You are seriously creeping me out here. The dream I have remembered the longest was from when I was 4, and monkeys were everywhere in my room. One jumped out of the hamper. That was really scary at the time. Your dream about not seeing Josh, yet knowing it was him is just weird and creepy. I think I have had dreams like that though.

Oh my Gosh, Marshal... Read this... If you think you were freaked out before... And this happened in Alabama. (I found it on the net somewhere) Here it is: This story, although short in length, will still send an eery feeling up your spine. It still makes me shiver just to think of that night. That night, in May it was, as if to say that any other month would not have been as spooky. It was an extremely warm night, for May in Alabama, anyway. I had had a nightmare and being only 6 years of age, I crept into my parents large master bedroom to recapture my thoughts and perhaps get a few winks that night. I remember climbing in the bed on my father's side and snuggeling close to his arm. After a few minutes of blinking my eyes wide open, I began to feel very, very cold and almost freezing. For a moment I thought nothing of it, then I realised something was odd do to the high temperature that blew in from the open patio deck door. I grabbed my father's hand in attempt to keep warm somehow, but it was then that I realised that it was him that was so cold. His hand was like ice. I remember being slightly hoorified at that moment and I had to let go of his hand for I was getting so cold. I leaned over a tried to whisper something silently into his ear, perhaps to wake him, but he didn't stur. As young as I was, I had an eery feeling and I quickly held my face over his mouth to see if I could feel his breath. Nothing. Instead of being rational, as children usually are not, I stood from the bed in a fury and rushed from the room screaming. when I reached the doorway, I stopped abruptly, as I heard my mother yelling in a tired frenzy, asking me what in the world I thought I was doing. To my amazment, I blinked my eyes, and looked over to my father's side of the bed. He wasn't there. My mother was alone in the bed, and he had never been there. I immidiatly began to cry. My mother told me that it was just a nightmare and that I should go back to bed and try to get some sleep. She comforted me ,and it seemed that when I attempted to tell her what had happened, my words came out in nothing but a bummbling mess. The next morning, I woke very early, still not being able to let that experience leave from my mind. I walked into the kitchen, seeing my mother, knelt down on the floor, crying. When I asked her what was wrong and why she was so upset, she held my hand and told me that my father had been killed on his flight home. He had been on a business trip to Chicago, and he was heading for home the night before. Seems that the plane had descended to a terrible plunge after losing all engines in a snow storm. Because of the blizzard, the plane was not recovered until late that night with no survivors. when it was finally found, amongst miles of ice and snow, each passenger was found frozen.

:-0 That was the freakiest of all... !()_()! That was just really weird.

Yeah that was pretty freaky. I read it at like midnight when everyone was asleep, and I was freaking out. But anyway, what have you been up to today? I just got back from walking my cat and I fed him... he is a fat cat. =) Well, thats all here. How about with you? What should we make our topic about today?

Speaking of cat, I accidentally kicked my basketball right towards my cat, Emily, who was resting in the garage, Sphinx style, and didn't really notice the ball until it was really close to her. She moved out of the way then, but I think it her in the butt. She was mad about that. "MEOWWWWRRRR!!!" she cried angrily at me as she left the garage. Right now, she is taking a catnap on the deck.

Wow. Thats nice. lol. I have nothing to talk about.

Me neither. When I am bored on message boards, I like to say crazy and random things to get people's attention. SWEET MOTHER OF PEARL, WHY ARE THOSE ONIONS STARING AT ME!?!?

Oh my. Are you feeling alright today? lol. Do you ever watch SpongeBob? I love that show. I constantly watch it. Mr. Krabs always says "Sweet mother of pearl."

Nah, I don't care for cartoons. But I have seen some episodes with my little brother, and I have seen him say that. And the squid has a nasal voice.

Oh my Gosh are you serious? You don't like cartoons? Wow... I guess I'm pretty dumb.. I'm almost 3 years older than you and I still watch them. My step dad always told me I watch too much of that crap. lol. Tomorrow I'm going to a family reunion with my boyfriend... And I get to meet even more of his family, Yay! (Sarcastic) I've already met soo many people, I swear he has a huge family. And I guess the best is yet to come, because on the 17th I'm going to something with him that his whole family is going to be at. I have to get up at like nine something because he's going to be here around 10 or 10:30. Grr. I'm always so grumpy in the morning. I'm in a talkative mood right now in case you couldn't tell. I'm having steak for dinner, and I'm glad about that. yummy ;) What are you having or what did you already have for dinner? Did you go swimming yet today?

I haven't had lunch yet today. I had a big breakfast at IHOP, and I am still full. lol I haven't gone swimming today. I hope you have a good time at the family reunion. :-)

Thanks.. I won't be here tomorrow to write to you, aren't you sad? lol.

Awww... you never wrote me back... you're GLAD I'm going!! And you won't miss me! (lol) *tear* @_@

Yes... I am glad you are going... It is about time! Do you know how much you have been annoying me lately?? LOL, just kidding. ;-)

lol. It's like noon, and my boyfriend's not here yet, thought I'd say a little hi. My mom's bitching because if he's not here by 1 she won't be home when he comes to pick me up. Because she has to work. i told her, dude, it's not like I'm going anywhere with people you don't know. And she's like well, if he's not here by the time I leave you have to call me at work before you leave. I was like okay whatever. I don't see the point in that, because I'm assuming it's so she can keep track of me, but how is she going to know where I'm really going anyway, over the phone? How gay is that? Well, hopefully he gets here soon. I hope you have a good day. ~Frankie loves you~

GRRRRR..... You didn't write me.....

I wasn't allowed on the computer yesterday, because my mom said my little brother and I spent too much time on it yesterday. (Actually, I didn't get on very much, but my brother spent hours on computer games.) I don't see the point in calling her before you leave either. Did you have a good time at your boyfriend's family reunion?

Ohh so thats why. Yeah, it was okay yesterday, it was a little boring, but I survived. The weirdest thing just happened to me and I'm still a little freaked out... There was this hawk that was following me. I know it seems like I'm a crazy, but honestly. I even walked halfway down my street to see if he was really following me and he followed me all the way there and all the way back... Then I went outside to sit at the picnic tab;e and regain my composure, and he started circling around my head. I called my mom at work and I was freaking out. I was like what the hell is going on around here and why is this following me? She told me maybe it liked my hair color and wanted to make a nest. (My hair is red) and I was like ummm okay whatever. She told me to put on this straw hat that she has and go outside and see if it still followed me with the hat on. Well there was no way I was going to go outside with that thing so I put on my boyfriend's hoodie and put the hood up. I went outside and smoked a cigarette and the whole time I didn't see it once. I'm a little less shaky now but I was freaked out. I thought someone was putting voodoo on me or some shit. Eek.

Well the rest of my day sucked. I spent quite a while arguing with my boyfriend. He seems to think he can wait until 7pm and then call me, while I'm wondering if he got arrested again or why the hell he's not calling me, and everything will be just fine. And I told him iof he thinks that, he's full of shit. I have a headache, my stomach hurts, I'm pissed off, and I'm going to bed. He is such a JACKASS!

Yeah, I would get really freaked out if a hawk was following me like that, too. ATTACK OF THE HAWKS! That sounds funny, actually. Sorry, but it just does. I just got back from my church's youth group. On the way back, I rode with some friends, and somebody brought up a rope swing, I think the kind where you swing into the water on a rope. Will was saying, "Only people 15 or older can use it!" I went, "No, only people 13 and older can use it!!" Then the two girls in the back were all like, "NO, only 12 year olds and older can use it!" That was pretty funny. Lately in Sunday School, we have been listening to videotapes by R.C. Sproul. He has said some interesting stuff. Like how people tend to take God's mercy and grace for granted, and he used an example of when he was a college professor. In September, there were 25 kids that did not have their term paper. They kept begging him, "PLEASE, give us a few more days!", and he said, "Well, fine, but don't let it happen again." In October, 50 kids didn't have their term paper. "Could we just have a few more days? We just got caught up in all the excitement of the holidays, and we have so much other schoolwork..." He said, "Well, alright, but this is the last time." In November, 100 kids didn't have their term papers. He said, "Johnson, where is your term paper?" He said, "Don't sweat it, Prof, I'll give it to you in a few days." "Macintyre, where is your term paper?" "Don't worry about it, I'll just hand it in a few days." He said, "No, if you do not turn in your term paper, you get an F." Johnson protested, "That's unfair!" Professor R.C. Sproul looked at him and said, "You want justice?" "Um...yeah..." "Alright," he said as he looked in his black book of grades. "Johnson, your grade for last month's term paper is F. Anybody else want justice?" They were all silent. That was an excellent example of how people take God's grace for granted. He said to never ask God for justice, or you might just get it. His videos are very interesting. Although they all start with special effects, the kind where it plays fast music, while flashing a bunch of quick pictures. That was pretty cheesy. I try to sustain laughter through that part.

That sounds pretty neat. I didn't know you go to Sunday school. I used to go with a bunch of friends, but I just stopped going. I can't sit in my computer chair as i write this because my cat is on it. I just got up, (well I also took a shower) and it's like 1:30. I think I got up around 1. I have no idea why I slept so late. I do know that my boyfriend was suppose to call me at noon, and the phone rang at 12:30, only I thought my watch said 11:30, so I stayed in bed like an idiot. After that I just slept until like 1. lol. And I have no idea what I'm going to do today. It's raining so I can't go for my usual walk. Which sucks. What's it like over there?

It is partly cloudy over here. But the sun still shines. I usually go to church each Sunday. Lately, I have not been going, because one of my parents will be out of town, and we need to watch Justin, my mentally retarded older brother. If my cat was in the computer chair, I would just move her. Tell your cat to move his miserable self. lol

Yeah, it's not that easy... My cay scratches and yells and bites whenever you try to move him from the chair, although I'm not sure why, because he doesn't do that when you move him from anywhere else. I did move him, though, and I got 3 scratches and 2 bitemarks.

What I do is keep poking and pushing the cat and moving my hand away. It makes it really mad and eventually the cat gets up and leaves. No bite marks. :-)

LOL!! Thats mad funny man. Tee-hee.

And if the cat does bite me, I'll kick its sorry carcass to the moon. :-)

So I'm going to the store tomorrow to get hair color and bleach... I'm going to dye my boyfriend's hair a blondish-white on Wednesday. I think it's going to look good... but I won't know until after I do it. lol. I can't believe he trusts me to do this.

Good luck with the hair mission. What is his natural hair color? Anyways, I have a hard time dealing with this clown on the "Museum Of Left Wing Lunacy" board. I was talking about how often times blacks will be chosen over whites for a job even if the white is more qualified, and how unfair it is, when this one guy started telling me about black slavery. I went, "Dude, that isn't even happening now." He was all like, "OHHH, SO I GUESS IT IS JUST PEACHY KEEN WHEN BLACKS ARE DISCRIMINATED AGAINST, ISN'T IT!?!?" That guy seems to have problems. But I've dealt with clowns before. :-)

Umm. Wow. Okay. Well, anyway. Why'd you call that guy a clown? That expierence was pretty funny. lol. Well, my boyfriend's natrual hair color is black. Which is why I have to buy hair bleach so I can strip the color out of his hair, so that the light blonde will show up. It occured to me that my idiot needed my help when he poured 2 cups of household bleach into the sink and stuck his head in it because he was "trying to turn it lighter." I was like dude, you use hair bleach not household bleach. So now I'm going to do it for him. Because he's an idiot. lol.

LOL, he used laundry bleach?? What happened to his hair? I didn't call that guy a clown to his face. I did call him racist and unreasonable though. I pretty much gave up trying to speak some sense into him. I wish I could see what your boyfriend's hair looked like after he put that household bleach on it. lol

Yeah I know, I wish you could have seen it too... it just looked like he had a bunch of split ends, like he got into a fight with a hair-dryer. lol. And it felt really really rough. Like, i would go to toch it and when he didn't even have any hair gel in it, it felt like he used a pound of the stuff. He was complaining about it, like "I'm going to shave it all off." I told him "No, you're not, I will fix it for you." lol. Gotta look out for my idiot. Yeah, that sounds pretty crazy about what that guy said. Although I do think that there are a lot of people today still against black people, it's true what you said about the jobs. And the reason is because people don't want to be called rascists. Well, I'm probably going to sleep late tomorrow... I'll look for something from you when I get up. Probably around 1 or 1230. Nite. ~Sweet lil Frankie~

It is the work of affirmative action. It isn't only unfair for the person that didn't get chosen, but often it is unfair for the person chosen, because since he or she was only chosen for skin color, wouldn't know if he was really qualified or not. I read about a police department that will only hire blacks and women. That's pretty screwed up. Well, I checked up on your website. Some new journal entries there. No pics yet. Did you take a picture of your boyfriend after he bleached his hair with the household bleach? That definitely would have been a Kodak moment. lol Maybe you could put a picture of him on your site after his hair is bleached .

I am in this online multiplayer RPG game called Kings Of Chaos, at kingsofchaos.com. I had this account where my name was "ilikecomics", but this guy offered me a deal that if I joined his army, I would get 50 to 60 armies a day, so I deleted my old account, which was pretty good, to join him. After about 3 days, I have yet to receive the things he offered. I think he may have ripped me off. I told him about it, and he is using the "Lazy Internet Language", which I always have a hard time interpreting. See if you can translate this message: no trhew age ends this week so i get u men next age u gotta click on a recruiter Now you see what I am up against.

LOL! Kodak moment!! No, I didn't put any pics of me up yet because of the background I have on my website, all it will let me do is choose a pic for the background, and the regular back ground overrides the picture so you can like only see my nose. But I'm working on it. lol. Yeah I'm going to bring my digital camera over to his house and take before and after pictures and try to put those up so you'll probably get to see them. If I can figure out what the hell I'm doing. I wish you could come over here and help me. lol. Wow that sounds pretty hard to read... I feel bad for you. haha he probably did rip you off. =) BTW I had the weirdest dream, and my mom said she heard me screaming... I had a dream that I went to Josh's house and Josh and Kim (His fiancee) were making out right in front of me) and my idiot was with me and right when I walked in they were doing it so I was like "EWWWWW!!!!" and I backed up against my boyfriend, and thats when my mom heard me scream I think. It was gross.

Okay, you can now successfully go to my site and see what I look like, I finally figured out how to put pics up. There is only one right now, but I'll add some of my boyfriend after I get done bleaching his hair so you can see what it looks like. My pic is on my site under "Wait... there's more" Tell me what you think.

Hey, that was a good looking pic! You didn't look happy though. Then again, in most of my pictures, I have to force a smile. It is often easy to tell that I am not really smiling, and sometimes I end up looking evil, with my fake grin, but my eyebrows turning down. I look like a madman or something. lol Sort of like this emoticon: >:-) You have a lot of dreams about Josh, don't you? They sound really scary. I often have dreams where I am back in elementary. I once had a dream I was Aaron Carter. I was about to sign an autograph, but I woke up. Isn't it weird how you always have these dreams where you are falling, but you wake up before you hit the ground? I read somewhere that it is symbolic for falling out of our subconscious. I don't know about that though. I have lots of dreams where I am about to dig into a scrumptious feast, but I wake up before I eat anything. My mom has this book called "The Wonderful Book Of Dreams", that tries to translate dreams into whatever they are symbolic for. Me, I don't think dreams tend to mean anything, but I don't know that for sure. But this book said some off the wall stuff, like if you have a dream where you are eating a hotdog, it has to do with sex.

Thanks! No, the day that was taken, Josh took it, and he was really messed up on drugs, and he goes I wanna get a picture of you mad at me you look so cute when you're mad. So he took that. Yes, I have lots of dreams about Josh. It's been about 6 months and I still haven't let it go. And I know thats not healthy, but I can't help it... I loved him so much. That was the first time i was actually in love, and I just couldn't believe all the things he did to me, when I gave him everything I had. And my sanity took a fall. I have a book of dreams too. I think it's called "1,000 dreams interpeted." And yeah, food dreams are said to have something to do with sex. Like if you're eating watermelon, it means you have a sexual desire un-fulfilled. lmao. It's true though. Evil grin!!!! lol!!

Hmm, I think I had a dream last night where I ate a pizza pocket. *flips through dream book* lol I can't believe you agreed to let someone take a picture of you when you were mad, because you were mad. That is kinda weird. You're so cute when you're angry! Hey, um, what are you doing with that knife? PUT DOWN THAT KNIFE!!... Just kidding. I got that from a Weird Al song called "You Don't Love Me Anymore". It is so funny. "You're still the light of my life. Now I'm begging you baby, please put down that knife..." That was really one of the funniest songs I have heard. Here is another good line. "Why did you disconnect the brakes on my car? That kind of thing is hard to ignore. Oh...something tells me...you don't love me anymore..." The whole song is about how his wife or girlfriend did very horrible things to him, and he is just now suspecting she may not love him anymore. So anyways, I am sorry that you have a hard time letting go of Josh. Sometimes it is just hard to let go of someone you loved, even if that person treated you wrong. But nevertheless, you need to let go of him. But your subconscious probably will not understand that.

My evil grin...is taking control of my body. I must resist it, yet its force is too powerful. >:-) >:-) >:-) >:-) >:-) >:-) I must fight back with normal grins. :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-) :-)

Yep I know I need to let him go. I'm working on it. He's almost gone. Was "you're so cute when you're angry" part of the song, or were you saying that to me? lol. Yeah that song sounds pretty funny. I think one of my ex boyfriends had that song because I've heard it once or twice. You know that Wierd Al song "Stuck my weenie in a bottle"? I STUCK MY WEENIE IN A BOTTLE AND NOW I CAN'T GET IT OUT!! It was a parody of "Genie in a Bottle" by Christina Aguliera. Your evil grins are no match for my.... SMILEY WINK!! ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) oh yeah and these... :0 :0 :0 :0 :0 :0 :0 :0 :0 :0 :0 *Evil cackle*

No, there wasn't a part in the song where he said, "You're so cute when you're angry." I haven't heard that parody of Genie In A Bottle. I think I've heard of it though. lol

HA! Your smiley grins are no match for my evil grins and normal grins! My grins have noses! So there! Muahahahahaha!!! >:-) >:-) >:-) >:-) :-) :-) :-) :-)

Oh so you were telling me I was so cute when I'm angry. Thanks! ;) Your grins have noses? Okay. Thats nice. Right now I'm kinda pissed off because my idiot and I had it all planned that we were gonna do his hair together, you know, because I thought it would be cute and fun and now he called me and told me his aunt is going to do it and I'm quite pissed off because he knows I wanted to do that. I'm gonna laugh when he burns a damn hole in his face because he's screwing around with volume 40 bleach. Asshole.

Hmm, that's a bit nasty, don't you think? Really, I don't know anything about bleach. Besides that a person shouldn't go around pouring Clorox on his hair. lol I can't wait to see what your boyfriend's hair color turns out like. :-) Hope it doesn't end up all white or something.

I know it is nasty. =) He called me a few minutes ago and he said he had the stuff on it and it looked pretty yellow. Sooo he had to go so he could wash it off and he'll be calling me to tell me about it. Tomorrow when he comes to pick me up, I'll take a picture of it with my digital camera and I will put it up when I get back. I think something bit my neck... it's itchy and it's starting to swell up and I'm getting a little worried. Say do you like pork chops? My mom is making them for dinner. Yum :P

Morning... *Yawns* I had some extra time left over from getting ready. Thought I'd let you know I didn't forget about you. My boyfriend's going to be getting here soon and I can't wait because my mom is yelling non stop. I'm kinda cranky. But I felt horrible when I got up this morning and then I went to the bathroom, and Hello, Monthly friend! I have cramps and I don't feel like going anywhere but I already made plans with him, might as well go. Hope you have a good day. Sorry if I gave you too mich information. lol.

No, that's not too much information. I don't get why a lot of girls have trouble saying "period" though, like it is a bad word or something. Saying things like, "I'm on my....'Big P'..." lol As for the thing that bit your neck, it was probably a mosquito. I have a mosquito bite on my lip right now. I like pork chops, especially when they are cooked with "Shake N' Bake". Have you ever had "Shake N' Bake" with something? It is brown, crunchy, powder that you put on meat. :-)

Grrrr.... I just had a woman on the Lunacy message board call me a misogynist and then "prove" it by taking my posts out of context. She is annoying me so much. >:-(

Hey bud. Just got back and I'm having the worst night ever. I'm reminded of all the reasons why I almost killed myself 6 months ago. Things just are not going good. I forgot to take a picture of my boyfriend but I'll have one up for you Saturday. I'm going over there and probably won't be back til 2am because they're having fire works. Well I guess I'd better go. But it's not like I have anything to go and do. My life sucks.

Why are you so depressed, Frankie? Well, you don't have to tell me. You aren't seriously thinking about killing yourself, right?

Of course I will tell you. You're my friend =) Well, here goes. A little while aog, I used to be a pretty bad kid, breaking every rule in the book, doind just about every bad thing you can think of. Now I don't do anything I shouldn't be doing, and last night my mom accused me of doing drugs. I don't understand why, since I've been clean since I got kicked out of school, but she did. And I got pissed. I guess a peart of me understands that she can't trust me just yeat becayse of all the dumb stuff I've done, but she even told me that she thinks I'm doind a great job being good, and then she comes up with that crap. So I don't know. The reason I got so upsat about it is because there's a feeling that you get when your being accused of something. Whether you're fuilty or not, you still get it. I can't really describe it, but I've been through it so many times, and have so many bad things associated with that feeling because most of the time when someone accused me of something I was guilty. But this time I seriously wasn't. And another thing that pissed me off, was that I gave all the drugs up, I just stopped. And I wouldn't have spent 3 weeks in withdrawl if I thought someone was just going to turn around and tell me I never stopped using. It kinda made me wonder why I ever stopped in the first place. But anyway, no, I'm not thinking about killing myself, my boyfriend would have a fit, but I guess what I meant by that was that about 6 months ago Josh went into jail, and I messed up my grades, my life, I did all sorts of drugs, and I lost everything. (Probably due to the fact that I was being such a bad-ass but I didn't see it that way because I was high all the time.) and then after all that I re-built everything to get to where I am now. And I feel like I'm going through loosing it all again. And I hate that feeling. Once is enough for anybody. Which is whay I made that comment about killing myself. But don't worry, I feel better today. I promise. ;)

Hey-hey. Whats up? I've been up for a while now. Just chillin. Got up around 11 and discovered that my mom and step dad were at work. My boyfriend has to go to probation around 3, and he thinks he might see Josh. And he's gonna ask him if he's still chomping on the commecary or if he's chomping on Kim... LOL!! (He got fat in jail cuz he didn't lay off the commecary and he left me for his new fiancee Kim) I thought that was great. Although it's probably not such a good idea, considering it will be at a probation office. lol.

Hey Frankie. I just came back from Mississippi. My mom's friend lives there, with a ten year old girl named Abby. And their dog is named FRANKIE! lol She is an old lady dog. So my brother, of course, was a pill. He was threatening to break Abby's toys, and he folded his arms and scowled a lot. He threw stuff at me too. Well, I am very glad you are not actually thinking about committing suicide. For one, I would have no one to write to. ;-) Why do you think your mom accused you of taking drugs? Have you been acting weird lately, or something? I hope your boyfriend has a nice time visiting Josh.

Mississippi? How interesting. Are you serious? They have a dog named Frankie??? That is soo cool! Oh I don't know why my mom said that about me, she said she found some pill wrappers or something. They were probably from when I used to take ecstacy. Anyway, my boyfriend wasn't visiting Josh... he hates Josh, even though hthey used to be best friends. He was going to an appointment with his probation officer. And he thought he might see Josh there, because he goes to the same probation place. I think he has the same guy as my idiot, too. Have you ever heard that one song, I don't even know what it's called but part of it is "I made it this far without crying a single tear, I'd sure hate to break down here." It's genre in country... I don't really listen to a lot of country but this song totally got my attention. I like it. And there's another one that's so sad. It's by Brad Paisley, i think it's called Whisky Lullaby. That song gets me crying. Well, I hope you're having a good night so far.

Well, I think your mom probably had evidence that would make her believe you were doing drugs. But I believe you. :-) And yes, they really have a dog named Frankie. Mississippi is FULL of trees. There are a few gas stations and fast food places now and then, but they are all completely surrounded by trees. And everybody has a huge yard. Forests everywhere. Although I think I have seen some places like that in Alabama. The place where I live is a suburban neighborhood, and there aren't any forests around or anything like that, and most of the people have small yards. Well, I haven't heard of that song, or Brad Paisley, but guess who I saw singing last night on CMT? Keith Urban! The name rung a bell in my head, and I remembered how you said you liked Keith Urban. Were you watching him sing too?

Hey, I didn't see your boyfriend's picture on your site!

No I missed Keith Urban, but I wish I saw it. Oh yeah sorry if I forgot to tell you about this... I didn't take a picture of my boyfriend yet, because I forgot, so I figure I'm going there Saturday, and he should be bringing me home around 1 am. So when he gets here I'll take a pic of him and you can look for it on Sunday when you get up. I was sleeping because I was mad at my boyfriend... he's keeping stuff from me again. And I really didn't want to deal with anything so I slept. But I woke up to write to you and I'm going back to bed now. Goodnight.

Oh yeah, you said that, but I forgot. Sweet dreams! :-)

*Yawns* My dad is grilling hot dogs for lunch. Oh boy =) I got up at like noon today and took a shower, and brushed my teeth etc. and now I'm writing to you. Tomorrow is gonna be fun though cuz I get to go swimming!!! What are you going to do today?

How come you didn't write me all day? I went to my grandma's today and went to the store, I had to get tampons... then I came home and was chillin. South Park was on not too long ago, and I watched that. Now I think my cat wants something because he's sitting next to me and he only does that when he wants something. I think he wants to go outside. Well, this is my goodbye, I think, because tomorrow I'm getting up at 10 and I have to get ready, and I'm leaving at 11 so I can be at my boyfriend's house at noon. I hate it that we live so far away from each other but I suppose it could be worse. At least I get to see him. And I won't be able to write to you until I get home, which will be around 1 or 2 am. I'm surprised my mom is letting me stay out that late, but it's cool that she is. I probably would have even if she said I couldn't. lol. (Gee, I wonder why she doesn't trust me) -_- But it's cool because there's gonna be fireworks around 10, I think. And I'm kind of nervous, there's going to be over 100 people there, and he has to introduce me to all of them. Although I am pleased to announce that I have a very cute outfit picked out with very cute shoes :) Well, I hope you have a good day. Write me while I'm gone. I wish I had a laptop or sunthin then I could write you all day >:)

I didn't write you, because my mom established another one of those anti-computer days. I don't know why, so don't ask. Anyways, when my cat, Emily, wants something she bares her fangs and meows very loudly, sort of like a scream. MEOOOOOWWWW!!!! If Kit wants something, she'll stare at me with her big blue eyes and make a pitiful meow. Mew... Mew!... Well, I'm going to see I, Robot with my dad at 11:15. You think it might be a good movie? Well, hope you have a great time with your boyfriend and all those people you don't know. :-)

I can't get your chatroom to work. Then again, mine doesn't work either. I don't know if it is that Freewebs's chatrooms don't work, or if my computer isn't letting it work.

Honey I'm home!!! (lol) I got home about 2 am last night and I just got up, it's almost 2 pm. I never got the chance to take a picture of my boyfriend because his dad wouldn't let him come in the house because he didn't want to be out all night. But Wednesday he should be coming over, and if he does I'll take one then. I don't know why my chat room isn't working... yours isn't either? I wonder why? Thats weird because I did everything I should have done to it and it isn't responding. Oh well. Wow, your going to see I, Robot? I think that'll be really good. I'm jealous, I wanted to go see it. I was watching this thing on MTV and it was showing a sneak peek at about 30 minutes of the movie, and it looked really good. Not to mention the fact that I absolutly LOVE Will Smith! Let me know if you like it or not. I might just go see it. I woke up today to the phone ringing and it was my idiot whining about how when he comes over Wednesday he wants to come over at 9 am. I was like have fun cuz I'll be in bed sleeping. And he was like well, I can go in your room and lay down with you. I was like no, you can't, do you have any idea how bitchy I get when someone wakes me up, especially at 9 am? And he was like well I'll wait outside. And I was liek you can't wait outside, my mother doesn't want people creeping around the house while she's sleeping. And we were arguing the first thing when I got up. And I told him I really didn't feel like dealing with his crap. But I think I'll just tell him that he can come over at like 10. Because I don't feel like arguing anymore. If he wants to deal with my bitchy side, let him. lol. I think it's kinda funny that your mom picks random days that you can't get on the computer. Tee-hee-hee!!! :o Anyway, yesterday was pretty cool, and it wasn't nearly as boring as I thought it would be.. his cousins JJ and Chad were there, and I love those guys. They're really fun to hang out with. So we were all just chillin in the tent. JJ is the one I told you about who is 12 and obsessed with things like sex porn and swear words. But the highlight of the night was when JJ went up to the mic (They were having karoke) right before the fire works and he started telling there really stupid jokes, and he didn't realize that people were laughing at him, and not with him. I think one of them was , "Why did the girl jump out the window?" "Because she wanted to see if her maxi pad really had wings." And at this time my boyfriend and I were in the pool and JJ is still on the mic messin around and you know the parody of Genie in a bottle I was telling you about... (Stuck my weenie in a bottle) And he started singing part of that to the 200 people that were there. And he starts singing, "I stuck my weenie in a bottle today" And all of a sudden we heard his dad scream "JAY!!!" That was real good. Then later my boyfriend and I and his cousin Chad were chillin in the tent, and JJ comes around and starts bein real annoying, and he got quiet all of a sudden and then we were all straining to listen and Chad goes to my boyfriend "He's pissing on your tent!" And I was like AWWW NASTY!! And then Brad, who was outside with JJ goes, He just peed on your tent. And Chad was like See, told ya. And my boyfriend was like "Yeah, he'll find out," And later there was this tent next to ours and I think it was around midnight and almost everyone was sleeping, and the people in the tent were snoring so my boyfriend snuck around and undid all four of the tent poles. And 5 minutes later the tent goes down, and we hear some one wake up ansd say "WHAT THE F*CK!!" We were all just sitting in the tent laughing. But I think I bored you enough for now. Write me. ~Sweet lil Frankie~

dude what the hell are you doing? Like it's almost 9.

Um ok. My boyfriend just called me and he was pretty drunk... which is not cool consodering he is on probation. What he told me was that he was thirsty and his cousin told him there was some punch in a certain cooler and he drank a lot of it (supposedly not knowing there was alchi in it but I find that very hard to believe) and then when his dad asked him why he was acting weird he told him he was hyper because he was drinking punch and his dad goes "That was spiked with 2 bottles of 80 proof whiskey." And I guess he kept falling on his dads lap and his dad kept pushing him away and finally he shoved him up against a door and was like get the hell off me you gay bait. lol. I can just hear his dad saying that too. And I guess he walked 2 steps and fell on his face and started eating grass so his dad had to pick him up and put him in the truck. And as he was telling me this he said "I hope I don't remember this tomorrow I will be so embarrassed." I told him it's doubtful that he'll remember much. He couldn't even talk to me. He tried to get the words out and he was stuttering so bad that I couldn't even tell what he was trying to say. I was like damn.

*GASP!!!* Have you ever been to whatfreaks.com?

Yesterday was an anti-computer day too. I am really starting to wonder about my mom... I think anti-computer days are established whenever my little brother spends over two consecutive hours on a computer game, which is about everyday. Yet, she and my dad can still use it for whatever they like. I feel sorry for your boyfriend. And I have seen whatfreaks.com, and every song I have read there is disgusting crap.

Yeah dude I know... I went to that site because I was scrolling through parodies and one person left a comment that said something like "go to whatfreaks.com" so I did and I was like Oh my gosh. Yeah it's nasty. Thats gay can't you just tell your brother to not spend 2 consecutive hours on the computer? I do it all the time.

Have you ever heard of the band Anti-Flag?

Whatfreaks.com is a retarded site. No questions asked. I looked at one, and it was about sex. Not like, "I had sex," but hot, steamy details about some perverted fantasy. And I do tell my brother to get off, but he doesn't listen to me. Although, as soon as I sit my butt in the computer seat, he folds his arms and says I've been on too long. How messed up is that? I don't tell my mom, because I don't like to be a tattletale. ...Which he usually is. "Ma, Ma, Marshal has been on for an hour!" In little brother languagee, an hour is ten minutes. And I saw the name Anti-Flag on your website, but I haven't heard any of their music.

I don't see a picture of your boyfriend and his bleached hair on your website. Did it turn out well? Is his hair all white now or something? Maybe you should call him Gramps then. ;-) By the way, on whatfreaks.com, one of the voting factors is "how dirty".

Yeah I know they vote on how dirty it is. When I saw it my mouth dropped open. I mean, people can think about that stuff if they must, but to put it on the internet is a whole different story. I couldn't take a picture of my boyfriend because he couldn't come in my house cuz I got home after 1 am. Did you read that really long entry I wrote? I think it started out as Honey I'm home. It was a real funny one if you didn't read it you should. And no, it's no white, it's more like a coppery blonde. But it's pretty light.

Oh yeah, I read that post, but by the time I had submitted my comment, I forgot about it. I, Robot is a GREAT movie. Will Smith plays Detective Spooner who hates robots because a robot took his dad's job. And it is set in 2035. I doubt that in 31 years, we will have robots walking around the streets like normal people. There could be some advanced humanoid robots that have some human attributes, but nothing like that. So it isn't realistic at all, but hey, who neads reality for entertainment? It just should have been set in the year 2075 or something. Be sure to see it. And if J.J. had my parents, he would be grounded for a few years with no access to computers or television. Therefore, I do not act up. The best parental system: Fear. lol Is your boyfriend's hair about the color of Amber Frey's hair? In case you don't know of her, she is the blonde girl that is in the Scott Peterson trial. From what I've read, the Scott Peterson trial is a tricky case. I think they've got witnesses and motive against him, but no actual physical evidence.

Amber Frey? Umm I don't know what she looks like although I have heard of the case. It's about Lacy, right? Wow, your parents would ground you for a year or more if you said what JJ said? Thats crazy. Damn I gotta go I'm in the middle of having a fight with my mom. She's being really stupid about something that she always bitches about and I'm finally doing something about it and she won't shut the hell up. Damn.

I was exaggerating. I wouldn't be grounded that long, but I probably would lose computer privileges for at least a year. I've lost computer privileges for several months before, because of the long time my little brother spends on it. And it isn't that my mom tells us that we can use the computer again, but that I convince her into letting us use it. And yeah, the case is about Lacy Peterson. She has light blonde hair. So what are you fighting with your mom about?

Oh well I'm not sure you really want to know this, but I was fighting with her because she told me I should be on birth controll if I'm going to be having sex, and I said okay, fine I'll call Planned Parenthood and make an aptpointment so I can get some. So I called today and made an appointment for Friday and she started bitching that she had to work blah blah and I told her well then why didn't you tell me what day you wanted me to make the appointment for, because if you did, none of this would have happened. Then she started saying I had an attitude cuz I think I kept swearing at her, but anyway I called and rescheduled the appointment for Monday the 26th. So thats that, and I can't wait to get it over with. I have no idea what her problem is... she's still mad. And I don't care.

I went to bed at 8am. I just got up. It is 12:45. I am so tired. My idiot called and woke me up and I yelled at him!! But I need to catch some sleep or something I don't know. I'm gonna take a bath I think.

Planned Parenthood? Isn't that the place that is so pro-choice? Arrgh, I hate them. You would find that out from my Brent Burns parody, "No-Abortion". I don't know about most birth control methods, but I hate the idea of killing an innocent child. Well, as for your fight with your mother, I'm not on either side. Your mother should have specified the date, but you shouldn't have sweared at her. Call me self-righteous, but I like to adhere to the Ten Commandments, one of them being, "Respect your mother and father." But I would've been frustrated if my mom was being like that too. But get this. In my family, we usually put big things like gallon milk bottles next to the garbage can, so it won't take up much space, and my dad had put in one of those big ice cream containers. My little brother asked him if he could put it next to the garbage can from now on, and my mom said, "You're not here to correct your elders!" I was thinking, "What!?" But think about this scenario:

"Dad, I think that's too much lighter." "You're not here to cor--" BOOM!

Not that I would want that to happen, of course.

Yeah, I think they're pro choice, because if I am not mistaken, they do abortions there. Yeah, I don't like that idea either. Hahaha! That's funny!! You're not here to correct your elders!! oh LOL!! That scenerio was pretty creative. But yeah I see the point there. I'm going to walk my cat now... I just made dinner, too and it was pretty good. It was pasta and sauce, and I made the sauce. Which took about 2 hours but it was fun. All I had to do was put the ingredients together and stir it every few minutes. Most of the time I just sat reading a book. I'm reading Stephen King's Pet Cemetary right now. Ever heard of it? They made a movie of it. I've read the book at least 3 times, but I love it so I'm reading it again and I've seen the movie twice.

I had Soup at Hand. I haven't heard of that movie. I have got food stains ALL over my white t-shirt. I look like a mess! lol Hey, if you used your mom's e-mail to create your website, wouldn't you be able to use your mom's e-mail to chat on my message board?

You got food stains all over your white shirt? lmao. Good job! I could ask my mom if I could use her e mail but I'm not sire what she would say, because she gets all weird when it comes to stuff like that. But she's sleeping right now so I'll ask her tomorrow. I think I might be going to my boyfriend's house tomorrow, I'm not sure, because he hasn't called me since four, because I hung up on him because I'm tired of fighting with him. And now he's not calling me back. And if he wants to be like that it's all good. I'm just tired of being treated like shit by guys. Lord only knows I've had more than enough of it and I'm F-ing sick of it. :( :( :( :( :(

You are upset because your boyfriend hasn't called you in a few hours?? Okay... I don't think there is a reason for him to call you so much, but anyways, he might be afraid to call you, judging by your yelling at him. But that is my opinion. I wouldn't know enough about the whole ordeal. But why don't you call him? I have...let's see...7 stains on my shirt. I feel dirty. lol Well, I learned how EASY it is to create a message board last month, so I could create a message board just for us to talk. I think the people on AmIRight are getting tired of us chatting in the comments section. ;-) I hope your mom goes with it. If she says that you can use your e-mail for it, I will create a message board for us to chat with each other.

I just talked to my mom and I'm sorry but she said i can't use her e mail because she's "getting all kinds of weird pop up shit." She said that too. lol. Sorry :( That doesn't mean you don't want to talk anymore does it? *tears* Well, no actually the reason I was upset was because he only called me ONCE today, at like noon and he never called me back because I yelled at him. Ususally he calls me 2 or 3 times a day depending on if he's working or not. But I had to hunt all over for his Aunt Marilyn's number because he never gave it to me and thats where he's staying, and when i finally found it it was 11:00pm so I called him and I was like hi. And he was like FRANKIE?!?!? And I was like yeah babe thats me :) So we talked and we patched everything up, and we said we would try not to argue anymore. Tomorrow I have a BIG day ahead of me, I have to get up at 9 am, because he's coming to pick me up at 10. I am going to spend the day with him and then he's coming to my family reunion on Saturday. wouldn't that be something if you could come? lol. I'll write you as soon as I get back tomorrow night but I think you'll probably be in bed... I should get home around 10:30 or 11 pm.

That's ok. I'll still talk to you here. :-) Well, anyways, I still don't get why you didn't call him and ask him. How many family reunions does your boyfriend have?? I always thought that was a yearly thing or something. *yawn* I got up early today.

Yeah it's a yearly thing but I'm having one that he's coming to on the 24th which is Saturday. I am soo tired. i just got up and I swear... no lie.. I went to bed at 3 am. It's 9 am. I'm walking around in my boyfriends t-shirt and making coffee because if I don't I'll sleep all day today. I think I got like a total of 10 hours sleep in the past 2 days, because the day before I went to a keg party and didn't get home til 8 am. Well I hope you have a good day.

Dude this is crap my boyfriend is an hour and a half late, and it wouldn't be such a big deal, if not for the fact that I had to get up at 9 with only 5 hours sleep, and if I had known he was gonna be late i could've slept until 1030 maybe later. I have no idea what the hell he's doing but I'm not a happy camper. He never calls when he says he's gonna and he's always late, and it's ALWAYS something. GRRR.....

That must be very frustrating. Don't hurt me... *backs away* lol Just kidding. I just added a guestbook to my Archie page and got a free domain name for it. It is archiepage.us.tt. I got it at joynic.com Do you know how long it took me to find a free domain name? I found several results that said something like, "FREE domain names! Get domains for free!" And I would click on them, and it would say, "Get a free domain for $19.35 a month." What the hell!!? It doesn't even make any sense. So I FINALLY found joynic.com and all was well. I was hoping I could get a .com or a .net though. But that's ok. :-)

I just chatted with a chatterbot named Daisy. She is one of those bots that learns its vocabulary from you. It repeats you a lot. Daisy kept bringing up Bill Clinton. I never even mentioned it, but she liked to talk about him. She once said, "Bill Clinton? You in hell!" LOL! Most of what she says makes no sense. But I fooled around with the program and we had determined that Bill Clinton was really the antichrist. It was so funny.

For the love of God, will the two of you PLEASE email each other!?!?!

She doesn't have an e-mail address. And besides, we are posting on her own song, and since, of course, she approves of it, it is ok.

Get a hotmail account.

Just let them post, for God's sake. It's her freakin song, people. Let her do what she wants.

For the people who posted saying we shouldn't write here: Get a life, you don't have to keep checking back here and reading it. Second of all we're posting on a parody written by me, therefore, I can do whatever the fuck I want.

Now, Marshal. Sorry, I know you don't like that word. Wow that sounds funny about the whole Bill Clinton thing. Well I am sorry I didn't write when I got home but I was really tired and I just went to bed. I put up 3 or 4 different pics of myboyfriend though, and one of me taken last night. Let me know what you think.

Frankie, we are NOT checking back on THIS page to read your conversation. You two are spamming the "Latest Comments" page with your conversations and a LOT of people who use this site for its intended purpose see your conversation carried out on THAT page whether we want to see it or not.

Sorry.... you don't have to read it... There's not really anywhere else we can post, so I don't know what to tell you.

I might have a solution for you that wouldn't require signing up for a free e-mail account behind your mom's back. You both have your own web sites, right? If YWN has an e-mail address, he could sign up for a free guestbook service with his e-mail and put it on his website and you two could use that. Unlike a lot of the free message boards, most of the free guestbooks don't require you to sign up for a membership or leave a real e-mail address to post to them. Maybe someone reading this over on the latest comments page would even be kind enough to pop in and recommend a good freebie guestbook. :)

Oooh.. cool!! Thanks for the help... sorry about the harsh words. :) When he gets back and writes me he'll probably read it and I'll see what he says. Thanks!!

Hey, I have a guestbook on my Archie page, archiepage.us.tt! Thanks for the suggestion! :-) Frankie, I'm gonna go check your website.

No prob., glad I could help. :)

Frankie, your bf's hair looks nice. But I have some sort of prejudice against guys wearing earrings. lol Earrings on a guy look pretty tacky to me. That was a nice picture of you. Was that a rock group that was on your shirt?

Hahaha!! It's funny you should say that about the earrings, because I feel the same way, but he's the one who has to live with it. I can't really tell him what to do. Thanks, I thought my pic looked okay too considering I was tired and it was taken at like 11pm. Yeah, that was a rock group.. well, pretty much anyway. Nothing like AC/DC or anything like that though. It's P.O.D. Ever heard of them? Okay well if you want we can use your guest book to write, now, just write me back here and I'll write you back on your guest book. Peace, Frankie

Alright, you know how to get to my guestbook, right? And yeah, I have head of P.O.D. I have heard a few short clips from a few of their songs.

SHIT how am I suppose to see what you write me back if you don't have a thing where you can view the guestbook.

You can see the messages under the thing where you sign it. I just signed it, but I couldn't see my message for some reason...

I like your website alot...its lots of fun... you have to help me out with mine...

Frankie: Responding to your second comment dated July 1, 2004: I see you quoted a few lines from Keith Urban's song "You'll Think Of Me." I hate to tell you this, but one of them goes, "Take your CAP and leave my sweater"; the third word is not "cat." I know it sounds a lot like cat, but it is indeed cap. Not only did I check a lyrics site, but cap would make better sense in the context, since caps would most likely go with sweaters.

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